January 12, 2011

Jan 12, 2011

Well it's January now and I am back. I now have 39 pounds to loss. For some reason I am going back to old habits. This just needs to stop.  As they say the honeymoon is over I need to get my head into the game agian. I feel like I am on that roller coaster of life. I was working a job that I was never home. Now I am unemployed and looking for another job. I loved my job but it was just to many hours and changes for the worst. I began to hate going to my job. I started eating all the wrong foods because I was depressed. Now I am home doing nothing. Not good. I can't sleep because my head is going a mile a minute. My husband does not even understand. He just says things will work out. Maybe they will but I am scared. Wishing I had someone to talk too. This move to Kansas was wonderful and I love it here but I have no support and it just makes things even harder. I walked out of my job last wednesdays and it has been a week now and I havve gained 7 pounds and I can tell the diffrents in my body. Anyone have any tips to getting back on track?

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