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Getting better every day.  More energy today.  Started my food log.  If you bite it write it!  Went with my husband for some errands yesterday and was WIPED out when I got home but today, we went to CostCo for some exercise and not nearly as tired today when we got home.  Yeah for me!!

I'm starting to like this blogging thing as well...

267.4 lbs this morning at weigh in, which will officially be on Wednesdays, I decided.  Start the Hump Day with a Weigh!

I am 6 days post op and doing "okay".  I'm having some hormonal upheaval, which I find weird.  I cried almost all morning this morning for no good reason.  I was down to 272.6 as of the date of my surgery.  Haven't weighed again yet so I don't know where I am now but have to have lost a bit more since I am abiding by the diet VERY strictly.  Did have a few complications and had to go to the local ER last night but all is okay now.  Gotta breathe deeper and clear up the fluid on my left lung, which is causing some shoulder and back pain as well. 

But I did it and I'm on my way!

I'm in Denver now.  Hanging out at the hotel, waiting for the class to start that I have to complete  today.  Then spend tomorrow on clear liquids and maybe at the outlet malls! 

My surgery is officially Tuesday at 3pm.  Nerves, anxiety, excitement, and a bunch of others all rolled together today!  I'm not a patient person so tomorrow will be awful and Tuesday morning worse!

Not much of a blogger but I do believe its a good idea to write down at least thoughts and feelings plaguing the mind and soul:  anxiety - missing work for at least a week as it piles up waiting for me; excitement - let's git 'er done; fear - of failing, of pain, of not being able to break the bad habits.  I guess that's it for now.  Oh yeah, and fear of failing my psych eval so this whole thing won't happen cuz I turn out to be a nut!