Becca R.
Who am I?
Aug 27, 2011
Soo I have always just been very shy and I hid behind being my weight never wanting to be in the lime light for fear of being made fun of or stared at. For so long I was just a giant awkward mass that occationally moved or talked but now I feel like I am actually a person and it sounds silly but I almost dont know how to be that... who is this person staring back at me in the mirror?? It never occurred to me that I would aquire a new personality after wls. I love to excercise, shop, meet new people, I clean my house on a regualr basis just because I can lol, I just want to be noticed which let me tell you is the polar opposite of who I have been for the past 15yrs. Honestly when I had wls I thought I was gunna lose weight and it would improve my life but not make me want a new one. Soemtimes I feel like Im shutting out the people that knew me before and I dont really know why, I just feel awkward around them like Im on display. Even my husband.. I dont know how to be with him in this new body and I feel so stupid for saying it because I love him to pieces. I guess I'm just ashamed of who I was and so its easier to meet new people than feel awkward around the ones that knew me before. I dont know if any of this makes sense but I had to get it out some how... whew!
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About Me
WA
Location
28.3
BMI
Surgery
01/12/2011
Surgery Date
May 18, 2010
Member Since
Before & After
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