A long neverending journey

May 28, 2010

It has been over a year since I posted anything here. I actually am feeling like quite a failure right now. To date, I have lost only about 60 pounds. It is ridiculous. I have been at the same weight for 8 months. It can be very depressing. I know that my tool works, its my mind that needs to be fixed. I am still an emotional eater. It is hard to do when you can only eat a few bites at a time but grazing is easy. Its not even that I tend to overeat, acutally, I usually don't eat enough. I know that I don't consume enough protein,(never liked the shakes) and I definitely don't drink enough. I try, i really do but its just not enough. Hopefully things will change for the better. At least I can see that I have a collarbone now! I could never see it before.

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