Stabilized...for the most part...but NOT.

Jun 11, 2009

Hi there.  Its been 1 year and 4 months since my surgery.  I have lost all I can, I think.  It is terrific that I have lost what I have.  However, I find myself wanting to lose more.  I am 167 today.  I go between 160 and 167.   Some is water weight I guess but some unfortunately is not.  I don't know.  Would like to get skin removed someday but I would like to lose more first. 

I haven't been exercising.  I don't know why.  I should.  I am also not eating right some of the time.  I snack on sugary things sometimes and it isn't good.  I want to stop that destructive behavior.  (help!!!!)

I am sorry to say I am not being the model bariatric patient right now and it is really upsetting me.  I am also not feeling as happy, satisfied and pleased as I was when I was exercising and eating perfectly.  So, I must therefore, get back to what I was doing before.  Perhaps then I will see more results and also feel a hell of a lot better.  :-)  That is what I shall focus on then.  I WILL get back into the exercise July 1.  I can't afford it presently and know myself well enough to know that I won't keep it up if I do it on my own until then.  BUT I can say I WILL TRY.  

(sigh).... 


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