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Got my staples out today!!So far I'm down 25lb & doing really well as far as not being sick ect ect.I am having a hard time with head hunger.I really hope it passes soon,I hate feeling hungry all the time.

Went to my first week post-op check up and I have lost 20lb! I was so happy and started to cry.(big ole titty baby..lol) The doc was looking at me like why are you crying.It's just I have tried so hard for so long to just lose 5lb and it was a big WOW for me.I thought maybe I had lost only 5 or 6lb. Told the doc I was sorry for crying I just couldn't help it.They were happy tears though!She said my hormones were out of wack and would be for a little bit.lol thne asked if I had been taking my zoloft!

So I  have slept so much in the last 6 days I CAN'T SLEEP NOW!!ughhhhhhhhhhhhh.I haven't needed any pain med's since day 2 but I'm sure as hell thinking about taking some to help me sleep.It's 12am I have to be up at 5am to get kids ready for school and drive an hour to my check up.Well I can't drive for 3 more weeks but you get the idea.On top of that one of my staples on my far left side is driving me F***ing NUTS(I have 7 Incisions and about 30 staples).What sucks is I'm a tummy sleeper.I CAN'T SLEEP ON MY TUMMY!!!ughhhhh.On a better note, My husband has just been awesome.He has taken care of me and the kids without ONE complaint.Hell I thought he'd be going nuts by now!!(I think he likes this been off work thing!)He has been right on top of everything BUT the laundry(I guess I can't get pissy over that!lol).I HATE LAUNDRY!!I tried to do some myself today but IT HURT to bend! I mean contending my surgery,I feel GREAT! but I have to take it easy and am learning my limitations.You know having small kids it's hard not being able to pick them up.Hell I can't bend at all right now.I tried tonight to help give the quads a bath,yeah...I won't do that again for a few more weeks.AND OMG I NEVER realized how much tv commercials there are untill the last few days.I mean every other one is FOOD.I have the head hunger thing going on and the tv commercials/TV is like PORN.It's there,you know you shouldn't be watching it and yet you can't take your eyes off it..I was watching one called campfire cafe and the chicken they were making I just wanted to jump thew the TV and eat it.IT LOOKED SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! I will try that recipe one day!!

Well I was going to update before my surgery but I forgot. I'm 5 days out and doing great! I feel great just alittle tired.My family has been GREAT threw this all. I couldn't ask for a better husband. I belive I love him more now than I have ever loved him. He has taken care of me and our 6 kids without one complaint..I'll have 2 finnish this later,I need to lay down

and it just SUCKS.UGHHHHHHHHHH. What ever you do,Don't try to mix it with SOY MILK.IT IS JUST NASTY..GREAT 2 WHOLE WEEKS OF THIS,I'll just starve...

Friday I spent most of the day at the doctors office.I felt like I saw everyone and there grandmothers! gezzz one doc after another. Everyone was nice and answered all my questions.They said I am good to go for surgery.I start my 2 week liquid diet on wed the 11th. That's GOING to SUCK!So if I'm alittle bitchy around then,you will know why! I'm not scared yet of the surgery.I'm just ready to get it over and start the new me. One thing that does SUCK is that I had a date before most of my friends and they all are getting there dates and surgery like NOW! Heck why did I have to wait so long!!!Owell I am happy for all of my friends and others I don't know.

WHOOHOO 2 1/2 weeks left.Everyone said it would go by fast and it has.I'm not scared yet.I do keep thinking about the "WHAT IF'S" I just don't want to die yet.I have so much life still left in me.I want the chance to get down and play with the kids without being tired and all that other stuff.I know the good lord is on my side.THANK YOU LORD for giving me a 2nd chance at life. I just hope I do what is in your will Lord,Thank you.

OK so the Surgeon office called and... I HAVE A DATE!!!!!April 25!!

I called back yesterday afternoon and I am APPROVED!! whoohooo.I'm not scared yet.I know I will be when I get a date.RIght now I just have my mind on that 2 week liquid diet that I will hate so much..ugh.NOT looking for that at all.I know I have to have will power,but gezz this fat girl likes to eat!
          I have prayed every night that is this surgery isn't for me that the good Lord show me a sign.This has just gone so smooth,fast and easy.I know I need this surgery to save my life from all the troubles of being over weight.Or as my hubby says "OVER HEALTHY!" He has just been so great threw  all of this.Don't know what I would do with out him. He has been beside me no matter what.He is my rock,my soul,my everything.Words just don't express the love I have for him.Thank you Lord for giving me such a  good man.
        Ok..Back to me,This is a page about me isn't it? :0)~ lol..I'll be sure to update as soon as I know anything...Remember, THREW GOD  ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!

Called INS this morning and still NOTHING...