Mrs_Gilmore
Holy Ow!
Oct 22, 2009
Well I talking on the phone and eating my egg this morning, which I think is one of my food issues. When ever I was on the phone I would want to eat, I never paid attention to what I ate, I would just stuff my face, its sick. It was a routine for me...Ha, that routine is BROKEN for GOOD! I think I either ate too fast, or didnt chew chew chew. Well it got stuck, HOLY SHIT! Ill never ever talk on the phone while eating again, unless its a popcicle, but Im going to shoot for nothing. Man did that hurt like hell. My first STUPID response was OMG Drink something, push it down! HAHAHA NOPE! I did that and the water didnt even go down, to shot right back up. So I stood against the wall making a funny noise until it slowly, but surely went down. Oh and I completly freaked my husband out with this little act as well lol! Thank GOD it went down, and I was okay, but I can tell you I will not be doing that again. lol
The scale isnt moving too much. I flluxate (spelling?) ALOT durning the day, and I HATE THAT! I go from 271 to 275 all day long, and every morning Im back to 271. Does this mean Im doing something wrong? Im working on my protien the best I can, and the fluids are good, but that dang scale isnt moving alot this week.
I've been going through the "what the hell have I dont to my self" lately. Manily when I see people eating the foods that I know taste so good, but are so bad. Its lame, I know I did something to better myself, but my fat self is still questioning what the hell is wrong with me. It dosent help that this pulled muscle is the death of me. My daughter has been sick for the last 2 days, so I have had to carry her more, and pick her up in her crib though out the night, so thats not helping me heal. ONE DAY ILL BE BETTER! I cant wait for that day to come damnit!
Well thats my rant for the day. I hope everyone is gearing up for a great weekend!
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Jacksonville, NC
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29.5
BMI
Surgery
10/09/2009
Surgery Date
Jun 05, 2009
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