mybestself
Nerves
Jan 04, 2009
Tomorrow I go back to work for the first time in 3 weeks. I feel so nervous about it. I'm nervous about how my energy will hold up. About how I'll do about my intake of protein and liquids. About throwing up.And about how I'll be received by the others. Will I have to answer a lot of questions about my time off? Will word have spread about my surgery? I'm hoping as everyone else had nearly 2 weeks off they will all be busy chatting about their holidays and leave me pretty well out of it.
Then of course there is the work load. Will there be a lot of stuff left from the temp? A lot of loose ends for me to tie up before I can hit the ground running (on untested energy).
I've never felt nervous about going to work there before, except maybe the first day. Perhaps it part of the newest of it all. I'm pretty sure that once I'm back, I'll slip back into. Afterall, everyone else is coming back from time off too.
I've certainly been bored at home for the last 7-10 days. But still needing rest, and adjustment to my new body and eating tolerances.
I pray for the inner peace and confidence to go in, do what I have to do and handle the rest with grace.
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About Me
Mamaroneck, NY
Location
28.2
BMI
Surgery
12/15/2008
Surgery Date
Jun 14, 2008
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