No longer have a BMI of 50

Apr 15, 2015

This is so awesome. I feel ridiculously happy and motivated to keep going. I'm finally seeing the results I've been working so hard for. I've spent the last few months counting calories and exercising more frequently, based on the guidelines fitday.com suggested for weight loss but as C said, a webpage cannot possibly factor in all your personal little details that make you a unique person who needs a unique plan
 So I decided to  really push the calorie budget hard and mimic the weight loss surgery diet.  I am seeing major results and it feels sooo good.
According to OH my BMI is now 49 so I'm officially under 50 which just feels like a real milestone and accomplishment, not gonna lie I'm damn proud.

When I started  last week I was pushing 335 and this morning I was 313. My mini goal is to be under 300 by my anniversary on the 10th of May when C and I are going to see each other for the first time in 3 months. I told him I did not want him to see me like this and I didn't want to see him until I was back to the weight I was when we met, but that's going to be months and months from now and I feel like a 40 pound drop will be significant enough to be noticeable/positive.

I'm nervous and excited. I really miss feeling his arms wrapped around me. I miss the way he used to grab my chubby arms or belly and tell me they were adorable.

We watched a movie together over skype last night too. It was nice, but not the same when we can't cuddle.

Wish things were the way they used to be.

lol oh yah and to those who have sent me PM's recently I'm unable to reply to you until next wednesday XD But I will when I can, and thanks for the support, you're all lovely

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