My changes in my life...
Jan 09, 2009
Is been months I have not updated my profile or my journal... but I'm finally back and close to my 2yr anniversary.. Well a lot of things have happend in my life.. me and my husband decided to seperate for the second time.. I can not tolerate the fact that he never got used to the new me.. a lot of issues are also involved that made us or made me take that step for seperation. Now I wonder if it is only me that is going through some hard times in their marriages. I got married to death do us apart and eventually my marriage has ended. I have gone through some very hard times dealing with that. I'm also seen a physcologist and soon a phsyciatrist for help. A lot of anxiety and depression that has come into my life... the major changes with my surgery and marriage that I can not find myself. I do get a lot but a lot of attention of guys that never in my life I thought I was going to be attracted too because been overweight, but is sad to say that many men do look for the physical than that actual inside of the person...I'm still the same person just different body. Also just cuz I'm attracted to these men... some of them are what I have looked for.. but since I'm still married and going soon through a divorce.. I'm actually scare to even think of a new relationship... I'm dying for a baby.. I want a family.. but I start thinking what the future holds for me... I'm scare for everything... but soon I will heal and I will find someone that really loves who I am....
Also I have lost a total of 112lbs... from 270lbs to 165lbs and from a size 22 to a size 10... wow wow wow...
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Wow Wow!!!
Dec 13, 2007
Finally the scale moved... now I just need 11 pounds to go.. I have a lost a total of 97 pounds.. 3 more pounds to loose all the 100 pounds..
I currently wear a size 14 never in my life wore that size... I feel great... I just can not believe I have lost so much weight and I know that I wouldn't lost so much wiehgt if I wouldn't of done this surgery...
Guys are starting to ask me out.. off my God.. is hard to say no.. why?? Cuz I;m married...and my husband does not really appreciate me.. opsss. did I say that.. yup!! that's what it is...but I knew all this was going to happend.. ...
Well anyways.. I feel great and February is my one yr anniversary...
I'm started to loose again..
Oct 08, 2007
Finally the scale move 5 pounds less... I have not lost any weight for the past month.. I was already worried but yesterday that I weight myself the scale did move and I could not believe it... so 20 more pounds to go to be in my ideal weight.. it has gone fast.. Right now I'm at the point that I can not stand my protein shakes anymore.. I hate them I hate them. I can not drink them anymore when I start gagging right away. I hated it.. but feeling great.. and starting to loose those pounds again..
09-27-2007
Sep 27, 2007
I'm a little over 7 months and I'm stuck in my weight.. I have not lost any weight in the past month..... but I can see that after I was hospitalized I can not eat as much as I use to. That evil chicken made me change and made me realize that I was not eating right.. but what I'm fed up is getting the dumping with almost everything I eat. So I'm scare to eat..but I have not lost any weight.. they did increase my protein intake to 80grams per day.. I'm working on that.. I only take like 65 to 70 grams of protein per day.. so I think I'm doing ok... what I can not stand is the gas.. ohh my GOD!! that stinky bloating gas.. is embarrasing and painful.. but I;m thinking is the soymilk that is making me bloated..
Right now I;m a size 14 and medium blouse and I feel great.. I still need 25lbs to go..
Well anyways.. that is what is happening on Nancy's life..
My 6 month anniversay!!
Aug 14, 2007
Wow.. time did fly.. and today is my six month anniversary and I have lost a total of 74lbs and I feel great..right now I'm at the point that none of my clothes fit.. I went from a tight size 22 to a size 16 and the 16 is already fitting me kind of loose... but I'm happy and I'm loving it...
This Sunday August 12, 2007 I had several WOW Moments.. finally my family speaked up.. my uncles and aunts had never mention anything about me loosing weight and finally they told me how skinny I looked... and how good I looked and what was I doing.. I did not tell them that I had the surgery I just told them I was eating less.. but it fell so good...
