NevaehKelly
Talk about scared....
Mar 27, 2011
I am really petrified! I am soooo grateful that Louise is willing to work with me on the payments and she has been helpful but my nerves are getting the best of me right now. I am actually heading to DC to get my passport Tuesday and have my airline ticket but hate that hubby can't go with me like originally planned.
I have such faith in God that I feel like he would not be blessing me to have the operation if everything was not gonna be okay but still don't feel as good as I would if someone was going with me.
As for the surgery, I have had plenty of operations so having surgery doesn't scare me as much as a major complication from it does. I don't wanna be all the way over there alone and sick. I truly just want to be healthy and God knows if I could do it here in the US or with a doctor with better reviews, I would. But I have to do something now or it may be never.
All I can do is pray, ask for prayers, and hope all ends well. I love life so much and know with this surgery, I will be getting it back! God bless us all!!!
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I have such faith in God that I feel like he would not be blessing me to have the operation if everything was not gonna be okay but still don't feel as good as I would if someone was going with me.
As for the surgery, I have had plenty of operations so having surgery doesn't scare me as much as a major complication from it does. I don't wanna be all the way over there alone and sick. I truly just want to be healthy and God knows if I could do it here in the US or with a doctor with better reviews, I would. But I have to do something now or it may be never.
All I can do is pray, ask for prayers, and hope all ends well. I love life so much and know with this surgery, I will be getting it back! God bless us all!!!
