NevaehKelly
Talk about scared....
Mar 27, 2011
I am really petrified! I am soooo grateful that Louise is willing to work with me on the payments and she has been helpful but my nerves are getting the best of me right now. I am actually heading to DC to get my passport Tuesday and have my airline ticket but hate that hubby can't go with me like originally planned.I have such faith in God that I feel like he would not be blessing me to have the operation if everything was not gonna be okay but still don't feel as good as I would if someone was going with me.
As for the surgery, I have had plenty of operations so having surgery doesn't scare me as much as a major complication from it does. I don't wanna be all the way over there alone and sick. I truly just want to be healthy and God knows if I could do it here in the US or with a doctor with better reviews, I would. But I have to do something now or it may be never.
All I can do is pray, ask for prayers, and hope all ends well. I love life so much and know with this surgery, I will be getting it back! God bless us all!!!