NewDayDawning
The end, or just the beginning?
May 15, 2009
Tuesday the 19th I have my final appointment before we submit to insurance. I have a million little concerns that are racing through my head and a few big ones.What if for some freaky reason I get denied. It would be just my luck to have a huge roadblock placed in front of me yet again. There is the possibility that the interpretation of Blue Cross Blue Shield Minnesotas policy change in February may not be interpreted in my favor - but I am trying to have faith because Amelia sailed through with no problem.
What if I can't lose that damn 10 pounds? I have lost some.. but not the whole 10.. I've got about 5 to go.. and it is being stubborn and unyielding.
I guess one step at a time. First let's get through the last appointment - then get the approval.. then I will do whatever I have to do to get that 10 off. I'm totally preparing for the fact that the answer may be "liquid diet" for a few weeks. I'll do what I have to do.
The doubting part of my mind says "Don't get your hopes up. You are always going to be a fatty girl" I need to kick that voices ass once and for all.
Tuesday... Big day for me..
