niccapeach
OH MY GOOOOOOOODNESS. Where do I start? Well Its been a little over a month since my surgery and the weight is literally falling off. Everyday its a pound or two. I really am loving life for the first time in a long time. I used to dread September for fear of embarrassing my daughter bringing her to school and talking to her teachers and so on. I used to worry myself sick about it whenever the final weeks of summer came.. So I keep getting the feeling of "uh oh... what am I worried about???" Then I put two and two together. I will most likely always get this feeling right before fall. Im conditioned to it. It is just so nice now to be able to relax and just enjoy things as they happen, and not fight it tooth and nail every step of the way.
