NiseyDKB

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Well it has been really a long time since I have posted. i have seriously changed and have mixed feeling about the band.
I suppose everyone is wondering how much have i lost. I have lost 212 pounds and acieved almost all my goals. I have a new life completely. I moved to a new state. ended an abusive relationship, changed my hair color to nature intended, I can move I can get up from the floor with out help, I can run, and basically i can do anything I want except EAT! I do miss that. I have ehat i think could be bulimia. I eat only two or three bites of any meal anything over that sends me to the bathroom for a puke fest. I can not eat in stressful situations or when I am happy. This does worry me due to I am to be getting married in 12 weeks to the man I only used to dream about. He finds me incredible and I believe I do owe it to the band. So basically if you are thinking about possibliy ever getting the band think about how extreme you life could change and how it could be different and most likely it will be come that. All the good and the bad. I will try to get some pictures up. I carry my fat pictures and shrinking pictires in my car just becasue people just do not believe that it is me the same person. I only have my last goal to achieve and that is to attend a oprah show. Wish me luck..

Not sure how far out i am... I am learning unfortuately by trial and error about the laband. I have had basically everything go very well. I am not hungery but sure do get thristy. I am drinking all the water but just not able to quench my thirst.
 
And as for the things I crave.. I have given in to the drive thru monster but ouch... I do not think it is worth it. I received an aweful pain and  then to toss cookies yuk  but after 20 minutes much better.

I am down several pounds although I do not own ascale.. Funny thing is I actually look forward to purchasing one. Another realy funny thing happened today in fact... I was putting on a sweat outfit that for ever the pants have been Leggings and a tummy showing shirt... but today I put on the baggie pants and normal tank top and it was comfortable.. It took a few minutes to realllize that it was not the clothes stretched out but me that was shrinking

Here is the last woo hoo... I was talking to my sister in law and she never laughs with me...she said "I had this Dream that you lost all this weight and was smaller than me"  the best part is it is no longer a dream it will be a reality.... and within my lifetime....Imagine that......thanks for listening

Well i am about a 1 1/2 weeks out. Things are getting easier. Water is going down i am up to 5 bottles now. I am really bored with liquid so i have shifted to patte. I realized something. When I am driving in a car which has a navagtional system and i turn the wrong way it calmly tells me the correct way again. The system does not yell at me it does not self sabatoge me it doesnot say yoiu should have or any other negitive talk. It just calmy states the correct way again. I have come to terms that my internal voice does this as well. So when I make the wrong choices I will calmy repeat the correct way and travel on this journey again. This is really a life change. 
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Hello I am out and feeling wonderful. I am 1 week as of today.

I will admit I cheated and thanks to this website it helped alot. I do not know what i was thinking but on sday three I peeled a Chicken nugget and took a bite about 1/4  the nugget and swolled it. I thought I would Die.  That is all I needed I am walking the line now.

I am on Protien shakes right now I weigh in tomorrow. No longer bloated that I can tell. I am drinking LOTS of water. and really looking forward to green salad and a piece of lunchmeat.  A few more weeks to go and then I can have something to chew on.

Thanks for the support on this site.