norcalbrod
Hi there my name is Serena i live in northern cali. Well here it is I had been all ready to have surgery a year and ahalf ago and my insurance wouldnt pay barely anything so now I am haveing so much pain from carrying all this weight on my hips that they have tried several different pain meds and I am now on methadone which i never though in my whole life i would be on, I am a mother of two girls ages 11 and 3 and I cant run I cant play i cant do all the thing i did when i was younger well i am only 28 years old, this is the highest weight i have ever been. My doc said yeaterday if i dont get this WLS i am going to be using a walker by the time i am 40. I been a hair dresser for 8 years and had to stop last year cause its hurts to bad to stand on my feet for to long. plus i got hand troubles but thats another story. anyway my wish is to live again and be able to buy clothes at the mall. i havent been to the mall in many years just cause i know nothen will fit me, i went to walmart yesterday and left crying cause nothen fits me anymore. I am just getting so sad and mad at my self cause of this. Now the problem i am haveing is my insurance is not covering the doctor i want to do it here in my own town. So we are in the process of trying to find a loan or something to get this done. i am at the point if i had the 7000 i would do it tommorow. I want to be free.
