Thanks for the words of encouragment Alice. I'm not sure if I am having a problem with feeling confident, rather than being very irritated at having this stupid infection! Doctor tells me not to worry, that sometimes bigger people have this problem after surgery. He says fat does not heal like muscle. I just don't like having it! I don't like how it smells! I don't like how it makes me feel! I will get past it....
Hope all is well with you. You have been through quite a lot yourself lately. You are an inspiration...