Jan 15, 2007
Monday again! All I really want to do is sit at my desk and surf this web site. Doing work for my actual job is becoming a drag--especially since we're writing long, drawn out marketing plans right now. For the last few weeks, I've been taking Phentaramine to help keep my weight where it needs to be for surgery. I think this stuff is really messing me up! I've been hyped up, angry and not sleeping. I think I've also been taking this out on my husband--not good. He's not the problem...yikes, I AM! Wouldn't it be nice if I did get insurance approval in time to keep my surgery date of 2/6/07? I wouldn't have to actually write this Marketing plan!!
Jan 13, 2007
I think I'm finally in the home stretch. All of my info was submitted to Aetna early this week. Of course, now they want two more things, but I'll have those to the insurance co by 1/19/07. I just feel very nervous and excited and anxious all at the same time. Yes, I want this surgery and yes, I want it now. But part of me isn't ready to give up ice cream and being the fat girl. I don't like being fat, but I'm not sure how to be anything else. It seems that my surgeon has me scheduled for 2/6/07--wow--that is really close!!