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May 16, 2011

I weighed myself this morning and I am down 8lbs.  I think I should be happy but I am not.  I know 8lbs is a lot to lose in a week but I thought in the 2nd week post-surgery, I would have lost a lot more.  I'm always hungry or craving something (to be honest, I can't tell the difference anymore) and haven't had anything of substance besides water and popsicles. I probably should not feel this frustrated this early on but it is just how I feel.  

I am beginning to understand that I am in for a long, painful, lonely journey.  I just have to focus that if I reach the end of it, it will all be for the better or at least that is what I'm told.

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