how will I deal

Jul 12, 2009

July 12 2009 weight 182.  I was down to 180 a couple of days ago, but woke up this morning with a two pound gain.  WTF, I"m not going to eat any less so we will just have to wait this out. 

My daughter left today for gymnastics and cheer camp.  She will be gone a week.  I've never been away from her that long and wonder how I will deal with the time alone.  She is very health concious and leads by example.  I think I will do ok with the choices but fear missing her and comforting myself with food.  I guess being aware is step one to fighting the urge to over eat.  (if thats even possible)  I joined a water aerobics class last week and I just love it.  It feels so good to work out like that.  I've also been walking everyday.

I'm two months out of surgery and feel fantastic.  My energy level is amazing.  I bought myself two pair of shorts and a shirt this last week.  All normal sizes from the regular womens dept.  That was great.  I just got a text from my daughter, she says she made a friend she really likes "HIM" alot.  uh oh!   I can't wait to hear all about it. 

I have been experiencing some vomiting, and an overall yuckie feeling after I eat.  My hair is thinning and heres the kicker.  I would still do it over again.  The newer me is so much healthier and I'm starting to look normal.  I do love my Rny.  

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