Man has it been a while!
Feb 21, 2011
Hello OH family, I know it has been a while since I have posted anything on here but I have kind of been a little down. But I'm Back thank God for family and for all the crazy support they give. The weight loss has slowed down alot but it has not stopped so that's good. I am working really hard to get to onederland. I should be there within next month. I am eating healthy alot of protien and excercise often now so that's a big help. I have been having problems posting pics so dont know when i can put them on. Everyone says i am small but I just can't see it all I see is fat but I am thankful that I am smaller than I ever remember being. Well i will write again soon wish me luck on reaching my goal.
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Just Gotta vent don't know what else to do!!!!!
Jun 06, 2010
Ok so it seems to me like everything comes up in life all at once, allthough I had the surgery and I feeling like I have more energy it doesn't mean that I wanna spend all my energy working to make others happy. I'm I little fustrated because every time I clean the house it gets right back dirty. I don't have any kids yet and everyone here is old enough to pick up behind themselves. Everyone sit and wait for me to do everything and i am soooooo tired of it I just wanna bury my head in the sand. I didn't even wanna comeback home today because I knew what was waiting for me. I am trying my best to see the possitive in this situation but I just don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. The first thing I thought to do while avoiding coming home was to go and get something to eat but I didn't because luckly I could see that I wasn't hungry just was reverting back to my old ways of relieving stress by eating. Well if there are any advice please feel free to comment.
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Emotionally Bad Day out of no where!!
May 15, 2010
Ok so as I said in my last blog things where good and they are however, out of no where comes an over whelming sense of sadness. After all this time and progress I would have never guessed that I would be sad over food. My family and I went to the macaroni grill (one of my old favorites) and there was nothing at all that I could eat. Now if I was not on blood thinners from having clots after the surgery I could have had some options but because I can't have green veggies it makes doing things right ten times harder. So I went to subway and got a six inch with the middle taken out of the bread ( still didn't eat hardly any of the bread that was left)and I ate it all plus I went to Mc Donald's ( something I never do) and got a small fry and ate those too with ketchup. I felt bad but not right away for a long while I just plain out did not care. Now that I have reviewed my feelings on this subject I am scared, scared that I will continue to have that type of attitude and it will lead me to failure. I go to a weight loss therapist and now I know that we got a lot more to talk about than I thought. Just venting to my Oh family
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Six Months Out in three more days!
May 14, 2010
I can't believe that it has been half a year already! I am excited about how much my life has changed and how much it is gonna change in the days and months even years to come. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and I can't believe what I am seeing. I look completely different not quite six months and 140lbs down I never ever in a million years could have done that on my own. I am so thankful and grateful for this opportunity. all I can say is if you are thinking of having WLS but your fearful please don't let fear rule your life take a step out on faith and see what a great difference life will be. I thought I loved life and myself before but I really love and adore life and myself now. Well just thought i would catch you guys up on me stay tuned for more to come.....................
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5th month
Apr 28, 2010
Well it's been 5 months and i can see a big difference in me and the way I live my life. I love to get out of the house and have fun something that I never use to do. As far as eating, food is no longer my bestfriend and for once I am happy about that. Don't get me wrong i still like food I'm just not in love with it anymore. I have been going to couseling and support group they both help me to deal with my new life. I love shopping and dressing up. I am 1 pound away from getting into the 200's and i am excited. Well thats it for now i will up date you later say tuned.........
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Four monthes already!
Mar 31, 2010
Well been out four months and loving it. I have been in a stall a couple of weeks but i am still good because i know the weight will come off. Everything is happening so fast I feel like a whole nother person. I was so touched that i can go to the store and try on clothes and they fit. I feel so blessed i just need to stay out of the stores cause all of a sudden i love to shop. Well thats it for now and i will post four month pics stay tuned..............
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