12-5-10

Dec 05, 2010

Okay - I'm not doing well
I hate the holidays
I'm a part of a wonderful new group on the OH boards call The Weight is Over and well - the support there and on OH is just wonderful............I"m really struggling and I continue to gain weight....

Goals for the month of December:
1)  Call PCP and have them run tests for thyroid problems, diabetes rearing its head again?   Just gotta check
2) Deal with goals......by the day first and then on to weekly goals
3)  Get a grasp on this additional weight.

I don't want to attend parties or even see family with my new and additional weight gain because I don't want them to see me up on poundage...............I started this journey at about 350+....338 consult weight and got to 199....Surgeon's office had me at 194...and that is my actual goal weight to get too as of now per doctor.   I am back up to approximately 235 as of 12-5-10 and I'm not happy.     I had a fall this summer and just can't mobilize due to leg/knee injury and now that winter has showed up, the arthritis is rearing its ugly head now too.  I haven't felt this pain in my legs, knees since PRIOR to WLS back in Oct of 2007.......I don't want to be like this and only I can do something about it and NOW.......THE TIME IS NOW !!

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