PPOOH1157
I can remember when I weighed 110 lbs and wore size 5 and 7. That was before I got married. My marriage was full of hurt, pain, and mental anguish. I was battered, beaten and made to feel ugly. I became an emotional eater until we divorced. Then I went on a diet and lost from 230 lbs to 155 lbs. I felt so good about myself after that.
Then about 17 yrs ago, I started to gain it back. No matter what I tried nothing worked. Oh, I would lose a few pounds and then gain it all back. I have tried every diet out there and even did starvation diets. Only to realize that I would get sick.
Well I have decided enough is enough. I am tired of being overweight and out of breath. I can't go for long walks on nature trails because I am afraid I won't be able to make it back. There are so many things I can't do because of the weight.
I am determined to be alive when my grand children are born so I can spoil them like a grandma is suppose to do.
I am doing this for me. I don't care what other people think. All I ask of them is to support my decision and help me live my life to the fullest.
