PRETTE84
Well where i do start i been overweight for about 5yrs now and i feel horrible about myself i feel less than a person.I feel as though no one loves me or care for me.I feel if I was slimmer i would feel better about myself but you know what from the age of 9yrs old i started to develope a lowself esteem even though i wasn't fat all my life i just started gaining weight for about 5yrs now. Every guy that i been with i feel like they don't really love me for me. Feel I ashame of myself and sometimes i love myself and sometimes i don't. I feel i would never been happy until i lose the weight thats why i decided to do the gastric bypass. I hope i could get to meet real people who are feeling the same way who going to be totally honest because rite now i'm going through with this ALONE.
