prettyphatmami
damn i have the longest story ever. i love rice and meat. i love makeup. i love my man. i been overweight since 9 years old. im was scared of surgery til my new friend Tasha talked me into doing some research. Now im excited. She looks sooo damn good. i really thought i was gonna force my self to lose weight without the surgery but ive tried many times. i went to lindora when i was 18. lost 50lbs. gained 80. there was a point when i just didnt give a flying f**k. i ate and ate and ate. i knew i was gonna die anyways. but then my mom had a heart surgery. i was scared. the sh*t i saw her go thru. i didnt wanna go thru it. yet i know that i probably will one day. but now the future is looking brighter. i keep asking tasha about it and i get scared here and there. when she told me about some draining needle that goes inside of you and u can see the blood passing thru it . i nearly fainted in my chair. but i;ll get over it. im excited and scared. lets see what happens.
