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Hello everyone, it's been great reading all of your stories, journeys, and struggles through the WLS (you guys are great). This actually gave me the strength to inquire about the WLS. At first my husband did not like the idea but after we went to the WLS seminar he left there with a profound respect for Dr. Quebbemann, the program, and the surgery. He has now become my #1 support, it wonderful to have a great support system during extreme times in your life. Everyone from the office of the New Program has been great. Especially Heather! She was the first person I talked to when I called to inquire about the surgery. She told me of her journey through WLS and put my mind at ease. Any other time I needed a question answered she was there for me.
I Had my consultation with my Dr. Quebbemann (great doctor). I was really impressed with his knowledge, intelligence, and professionalism.
I had all of my pre-op test completed within 7 days and was given a tentative surgery date of July 13, 2006. This all depends on if I am approved by my insurace company. I have heard a lot of good things about Blue Cross PPO but this wait (it's been a week so far) is driving me a bit nuts. Well I'll just stay prayfull and believe that if GOD brought me to it, he will bring me through it.
Well I guess once I hear something, I will let all of you know. In the meantime, thank you for your support through this journey.
June 23, 2006
APPROVED YIPEE!!!!........I recevied the call at about 12:30 pm today. It's been exactly one week from the time they submitted my paperwork to the insurance. What was I stressing over this last week? Am I scared to have the surgery done or did I not think I would be approved? So many emotions running through my mind. I guess it finally hit me that my life will be changing very soon. Am I ready for it? Yes! Will it be easy? Not by a long shot. What a life changing decision, but i am so ready to be on the road to good health and fitness.
SURGERY DATE: JULY 13, 2006
June 28, 2006
Day before I start this liquid diet thing. I have been slowly beginning the regime because I did not want it to be such a shock when I start tomorrow. My anxiety has been fluctuating regarding having surgery. Some days I am excited and other days I am worried to a point that my stomach aches. What has helped me is staying prayful, talking to the staff of my Doctor, being glued to the OH boards, and personal emails from of the people from the boards. It is good to know that most of us have this nervous feeling, God has never left me and if he is willing to bring me to it He will bring me through it.
I have twin boys that are 7, a 14 yr old girl, and a WONDERFUL husband. I want to be here with them and for them. There is so much that I have to teach them and learn from them. So much I want to share. I love them so much. They are, in addition to My Savior, my Rock and Foundation. As I venture on the Loser side, I will keep in mind that "By Faith I am Healed."
June 29, 2006
As far as my first official day of the liquid diet it started off good and ended up disappointing. I began my liquid diet early so that I can ease into the real things. But when today came it was like I began to mourn food and I cheated . Not real bad, but cheated never the less. I also received my Magic Bullet yesterday.
Here is the breakdown of what I had: Crystal Light, Jello, 2 slices of smoked turkey lunch meat w/a slice of cheese, steamed broccoli, and a hand full of Salt N Vinegar chips, and tried 3 samples of the protein drinks. After trying those samples I couldn't drink anything else, my stomach just hurt really bad.
The crazy part is, I am not a "snacker" I am not a sweet eater either. I became fat from eating way to much CARBS (patotoes, pastas, etc) along with gaining 90 lbs during my preganancy with my twins. I only occasionaly eat chips. I actually had not had chips in about a month. I think it was more of a mourning of food than anything else.
June 30, 2006
Today I will try my hardest to stay on track. I plain on having some chicken broth to start the morning off right. I know I have to do this because I DON'T WANT TO HAVE AN OPEN RNY. So I better buckle down and do what I have to do. I know it's easier said than done, but I will stay prayful that God will see me through it. Keep me in your prayers please.
Thanks Janet V for keeping me in check, I need that. I am intent on doing this WLS right the first time. I know I won't be perfect, I will have mishaps (little to none). This is too much of a sacrifice to my kids and husband for me not to succeed. So with that being said; NO MORE CHIPS FOR ME. Thanks for sending prayer my way, all is much appreciated.
July 2, 2006
It's my 4th day of this 2 week liquid diet (which also includes salads and non-starchy vegetables) for a total of 800 calories. I am still waiting for it to get better (but it hasn't so far). I finally found a protein drink that I can somewhat tolerate. It's Isopure liquid. I can only finish maybe a half a bottle a day but it's a start and at least it's 20+ grams of protein. I also drink the sugar free Carnations Instant Breakfast. I am not a chocalate drinker but this taste so much better than anything else I have tasted. Someone on the boards mention EAS AdvantEdge Coffee, so I am going to try to look for that.
Although it has been rough, I am on track and looking forward to surgery (nervous) but still looking forward to it. This coming Thursday will be rough because I will only be limited to fluids until surgery. I am staying prayerful and have faith in God that He will camp His Angels around and about me during this journey.
July 3, 2006
Well as I write this I am HUNGRY so I guess I'll get up and have some Carnations Instant Breakfast. I'm doing ok on this liquid diet although I think I am not drinking enough because I woke up extremely thirsty. So I will try to push more liquids today. It's really hard to drink soups when it's been 100 degrees.
Yesterday, we had family come over to swim and they cooked Carne Asada (my favorite) amongst other things. It was hard but I didn't eat anything (I'm so proud of myself). Although I pretty much stayed in my room so that I wouldn't be tempted.
July 4, 2006
Happy Birthday America! Well you all know what today is and what that means......FOOD, FOOD, FOOD. My dad is cooking Ribs, bake beans, pototo salad, mac & cheese, and corn on the cob. My family is also having sweet potato pie and peach cobbler to top it off. But unfortunalty I AM ON THIS LIQUID DIET. So no good eats for me :-( I will survive though, on a lot of prayer and will power (Faith Without Works Is Dead). So far I have had my Carnations Instant Breakfast mix with Chocalate Flavored Unjury and a glass of Crystal Light. I can tell this is going to be a loooooooooooong day.
July 5, 2006
I wanted to thank all of you who took the time to send me encouraging words, prayers, and offering time to talk to me. This WLS is such an emotional journey that being apart of the OH Boards and the BAF Family has help me gain strenth and knowledge as well as words of wisdom. Thanks you for your continual commitment.
May you all be Blessed by the Wonderful Works of God
July 6, 2006
I had my pre-op today with Dr. Sigfried who will be overseeing my nutrition. She was wonderful. A very patient, thorough, and compasionate doctor. Based on some of my family history, I was sent to have more blood work done prior to surgery on July 13th. So I went and got that done quickly today because I don't want my surgery to be moved to another date just because the results were not in. So I made sure that the Lab knew the urgency. I don't think I could do this liquid diet for another 2 weeks.
That darn tech had to stick me three times before they could get blood. I hope they are more successful the day of surgery.
July 10, 2006
These past 4 days have been miserable. I am soooo hungry. I try to keep drinking, water, broth, & Carnations Instant Breakfast mixed with protein powder; but I'm still hungry. I have three more days to go until surgery. I'm still a bit nervous but Anna O and Janet V has been keeping me grounded. My 7 year old sons and I talked about my surgery yesterday. One of the twins is really nervous and scared for me. I tried to reassure him, at the same time reassuring myself. I let him know that the Lord will see me through the surgery and wants me to be here to continue to raise these beautiful boys, daughter, and my Husband.
"I can do all things through Christ that strenghtens me. The Lord is my strength and my song, he is my salvation, my God and I will
praise and exalt him."
July 11, 2006
God is good all the time and rightly to be praised. I love you and adore you. God has shown me favor all my life through good times and bad. He has never left my side. I can call on Him at all times. I seek comfort in the Lord. Thank you Jesus, you are so worthy. You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them !!!!!!!!
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for me being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me in spite of myself. Forgive me this day for everything I will do, say or think that is not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper about things over which I have no control; prayer is the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who are sick and shut in. I pray for those that don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them.
God Bless You.
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It has been a good day. I am not as nervous as I was. I am just 2 days away from one of the biggest decisions in my life. I want to thank the BAF family and the rest of the OH boards for all of your support and prayers. You guys have been wonderful.
July 13, 2006
This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. I have to be at the hospital by 11:30 am and it's currently 3:00 am. What am I doing up so late? My neighbors kids decided they wanted to have a mid-week pool party (while there parents wasn't home) that eventually spilled out into the street while being loud and obnoxious; now I can't go back to sleep. Well I think it was time for me to get up, so that I can get my prayer on.
I have been very nervous up until a few days ago, it seems to be disapating. Don't get me wrong, the nerves are still there just not as bad. I wish I could snap my fingers and this will be all over with. Well in do time, I will finally be on the loser's bench. Keep me in your prayers and I will update you all in a few days.
Dear Lord, I ask that you camp your Angels around and about me during and after surgery. I ask for your comfort and healing in your name Jesus. I ask that you hold me in the palm of your hand and guide the hands of the surgeon. I ask that you place calm on the hearts and mind of my family. I know that you have so much more for me on this earth. Allow me to raise my children, to be a wife to my husband, an worship you the Holy one, Jesus. By your strips I am healed.
Amen!
July 16, 2006
Can I get an AMEN! God is good. As you can tell, I made it through the surgery with God's blessings of no complications.
Let me start from the beginning.......I left my house at 9:45 am enroute to the Hospital, which was about 55 miles away. My surgery was not until 1:45 pm but I had to be there at 11:30 am. On my way to the hospital the staff called and asked if I could get to the hospital as soon as possible because they would like to move my surgery time up due to a cancellation. Ok, now you know I was thinking...... maybe I should cancel too. But I didn't. I arrived at the Hospital at 11:00 am. I kissed my kids and my husband, sent them off to the waiting room and I headed to the back to be prepped. I asked them if my husband can come back and initially they said well I don't think we will have time. DON'T HAVE TIME! OH WE ARE GOING TO MAKE TIME. Now you know I wasn't having it. I would have jumped off of that bed and went home.
Anyway, I told them that I was a hard stick (my veins are small) as the nurse was looking at my arm to see where they would start the IV. She kept looking at both of my arms back and forth. I told her if she was not comfortable doing it then to get someone else because I did not want to be stuck several times. She reassured me that she was just looking right now to see which arm is best (another 10 mins passed). I told her exactly where she can start the IV. It's always in my hands. So she tried it and of course didn't get a hit. So I was mad, because I don't like needles not even the sight of them. So then Mr. Sleep Man (I won't even try to spell the correct name) came in and I said let him get it. Sure enough 5 seconds he located the vein (in my hand) and got the IV started. Dr. Quebbemann came in spoke to me about what I am to expect and calmed some of my fears.
Someone by then was on their way to get my hubby. He came in reassurred me because I was scared. This was one of the hardest decisions that I've had to make in my life. I just needed to be here for my children and husband and here I was having elective surgery and thinking I don't want to depart this earth way too early.
They moved me to the surgical room. Mr. Sleep Man gave me just a bit of the happy juice. This stuff really calmed me down immediatly. I did not feel all the anxiety I had felt a few seconds earlier (that is why they need to keep these drugs locked up).
The surgical staff was AWESOME. They was so calm and took the time to comfort me. Then here comes more happy juice and then I awoke in recovery to someone saying that they would be moving me into my room. I don't remember being transported there. I just remember hearing my children (sweet sounds). They were happy to see me as I was to see them. I also notice that Anno O and her husband was also there. She has been a great source of information for me and I can't thank her enough for taking time to spend with me. I remember Anna saying that I was much more alert that she had expected.
My family eventually left but my daughter stayed with me. I had a private room but it was on the small side. My night nurse was not very attentive so my first night was not that good. She came and gave me my pain meds when I called but she really didn't spend anytime. Just kind of in and out. Then my IV machine kept beeping every couple of hours. So needless to say I nor my dauther got much sleep. So I got up and started to walk. I walked and walked and walked. I was determined to get out of the hospital within 2 days. The day after surgery Dr. Q's partner doctors came in, examined me, asked quite a few questions and then stated that they had a criteria for going home and if I met those then it would be determined if I can go home. The doctors left the room, so you know what I did, I got up and WALKED. I fiqured that was one of the most important criterias. The nurse then brought me a protein drink, water with crystal light and some cream of wheat. I ate what I could (yuck). The nurse then came back and said I could go home. Can you believe it I got to come home in a day (24 hours). God is good.
The ride home was ok but when I got home I started to have some pain in my stomach but thanks to the OH boards I knew that it was probably gas. I tried to take my pain meds but it seemed to make the pain worse so I did not sleep much the first night home. I finally gave up on sleeping and began walking in the house at 2am. I finally got some relief around 6am.
My sons had a youth basketball game the next morning and at first I wasn't going to go because I had been feeling bad the night before but I decided that this would give me an opportunity to walk. I needed badly to release some of the gas pressure. So all of the walking that I did finally released some of the gas. That evening I was able to take my pain meds, got all of my protein in, and got some sleep.
Today, is my twins birthday, so we went to the waterpark. This was a good place for me to be because I knew that I would be able to get my walking to release more of this gas. I have not felt fatigued at all, which is so surprising to me. But I am so glad that my energy level is the same. I have minimal discomfort and little to no pain at the 5 scope sites. So far I am doing great. I am scheduled to have my 1st post-op appt on Tuesday. I have not weighed myself, I fiqured I would just wait until I see the doctor. But one of my sons told me that he could tell that I had lost weight already, then later on my husband said the same thing. Aren't they wonderful. I have such great men in my life. So until next time, may the Lord watch over you and your family.
July 18, 2006
Today was my first post-op appointment. Everything went well. I still have some soreness in my stomach, but that's to be expected. Other than that I feel good and I am so thankful that the journey is starting off well.
July 21, 2006
Hey everyone. I am feeling good, no problems at all. Still have some gas but that's about it. My 5 port sites are tiny they look like someone scratched me. So I am expecting them to fade. For the most part I can get my protein in and water. I actually went and bought some wonton soup and it was good. I am a bit tired of this liquid diet but I only have 6 more days until I go to the pureed stage. I am ready to have some eggs, apple sauce, grits, oatmeal, refried beans, etc... I better stop because I am starting to torture myself.
July 22, 2006
Along life's road you will find a Curve called Failure; a Loop called Confusion; Speed Bumps called Friends; Caution Lights called Family; and Red Lights called Enemies. But If you have a Spare called Determination; an Engine called Perseverance; Insurance called Faith; and a Driver called Jesus; You'll make it to that place called SUCCESS!
August 10, 2006
Hello all, it's been a while but I was waiting on my one month post op appointment, which was today. Everything for the most part has been going well. I have been able to get down all the foods that I've tried other than eggs. I did throw up once but that was because I ate too fast and my pouch said no, no, no, no. Getting in water has gotten easier but some days (very few) I do struggle getting in at least 60 oz. I have been a bit constipated but hopefully as I increase my water intake that will change and my nut has me taking colace to help with things.
September 13, 2006
Yea, yea, yea; I know it's been a while. I won't make any excuses for my absence so here is an update. More and more I feel like my old self, almost to a fault because sometimes I forget that I had surgery and just want to eat as fast as I did before. But I am quickly reminded when my food doesn't go down as well. I haven't had any major problems, thank you JESUS, only fatique and some stomach cramping (I can't eat Wendy's chili or anything red for that matter).
I have slowed down on my water intake and forget to eat at times. It really is a conscious effort to remember to eat and drink (how odd). Regular water doesn't go down as smoothly as it use to so I have to mix the water with Crystal Light or drink Tropicia Sugarfree Lemonaid. I do eat CARBS (bad, bad, I know) but only a bite or two of Mac & Cheese. I eat a lot of fruit and vegetables. I am not a big meat eater but I do eat some red meat, fish, turkey, and chicken (which doesn't go down as well as the other meats).
I know that some people have had bad experiences with the WLS and neglect to tell the real story. But I haven't had any real bad experiences, only what I have described in the above post. My port sites are small and healed and my spirit is great. I still have problems with bowel movements but I think that is because I am not getting in enough water, but the Colace helps a lot.
I am so glad that I found this board before I had surgery. It really prepares you to a certain extent. I have never had second thoughts about having surgery once it was done, but I have thought about "could I have done this on my own." Was this the easy way out." Did I say EASY, this is in no way easy, what am I thinking!
One of the most important things that I have learned is DON'T BE A SLAVE TO THE SCALE. I don't weigh myself on a regular basis. I use my clothing as an indicator. I know that the weight didn't get on my body overnight and it's not going to leave overnight. So I really keep that in perspective.
I did have a wow moment yesterday. I was able to get in a size 14 jeans (now I couldn't breathe, lol) although I had my big fat stomach hanging over the top of the jeans (what a site), I didn't care. It was just great to get into a pair of pants 5 sizes down. My daughter better watch out, I may be in her size 5 soon (wishful thinking, just getting ahead of myself).
October 12, 2006
My or My how time flies. Tomorrow will be 3 months out. I had to reschedule my doctor's appointment so I won't see my nut until the 23rd of this month. Lately, I have been really fatigued. In large part I think it's my fault because I have not been taking my vitamins like I should (bad, bad, bad). I need to find some I can just swollow because I just can't stand the taste of the vitamins. My taste buds are constantly changing. The chewable vitamins use to taste great, now their yucky! I know my labs are going to be so out of wack but I am going to try and do better.
Eating and drinking is still such a chore. After I initially had surgery, water was easy to get down. Now, I really struggle. Most of the time I don't get no where near the amount of water I should.
This surgery has been awesome. I have new found freedom, I am healthier, and I look great (at least that's what my husband tells me). But for all those who are seriously thinking about WLS.......remember this is going to drastically change your life. The OH boards helps put a perspective on things but I didn't realize how drastic the changes would be until the changes began happening.
As I have said before, I have not had any complications that have required me to go to back to the doctor (thank God) but it has NOT been a completly easy journey. Don't get me wrong, i am one of the lucky ones who's only compliant is stomach cramps at times. decreased bowl movement, fatigue, hair loss (thinning), and trying to get all of my food and water in. I am so grateful for my tool and I would do it again. Just remember no two surgeries are the same. Everyone will have different experiences. Your recovery process may be different your journey may have some bumps in the road. Just try to go into it with a clear mind and a understanding that you will experience change that you never thought was possible.
October 22, 2006
I had my 3 mo check-up today. It went really well. My bloodwork came back sooooo much better than I expected. Other than my potassium being a little low, everything else was where it needed to be. I need to start eating a banana a day to increase my numbers. My nut said that I have lost 58% of my weight, I am losing at the rate that men do (hip hip horray!). The doctor is anticipating that I will be at or near goal by my 6th month check-up. I am looking forward to that day. I am just so happy with where I am at, what a great experience. I am so blessed to have an opportunity to be on this journey of renewed health (spritually, mentally, and physically).
November 12, 2006
Hello all, what a great day. Everything is still going well. I will be 4 months out tomorrow and looking forward to seeing where I will be at in January 07. All in all, I am so happy with the results I have already seen and I am very comfortable with my current weight of 176. I began this journey at 259 so anything below that I am soooooo thankful for!
What a great day yesterday was; I began to clean out my closet of all the clothes that I can no longer fit. I began with the size 26, then 24, then 22, then 20, .......well you get the picture. I actually emptied out all of my pants down to a size 12/13 and all of my shirts to a size medium. Say hello to Charlotte Russe and goodbye to Lane Bryant. I actually have been shopping where my teenage daughter gets her clothes; now that's a wonderful feeling. So far I have lost.......................84 pounds and I have about 36 pounds left to meet my goal.
December 4, 2006
Hello people. Everything is great here! I am continuing to lose weight, don't know exactly what my weight is today, I try not to weigh myself often. I just go by the way my clothes feel and I know I have lost weight since my last weigh-in on 11/12. I will probably weigh myself tonight before I meet with some of my WLS buddies. Well, I hope all is well with you during the holidays. May you stay safe and healthy.
January 25, 2007
Happy New Year! I had my 6 month check-up last week and everything is going great. I have lost 100 lbs. Can you say "Yea Baby." I can now join the 100 lbs Club. What a milestone. I only have 19 lbs to go to hit goal. I don't want to be any smaller than 140 but I will take whatever this tool blesses me with. I have been working out and trying to tone up as much as possible. My arms look great but my inner thighs are a little flabby but I keep working at it. I don't have much of a butt anymore but I camaflouge that with jeans that have pockets with designs on them and wow an instant butt lift. My stomach is also flabby but nothing that a tummy tuck can't take care of (maybe by October 2007), in the meantime a girdle panty works wonders. It is so great to be at my pre-baby weight. As far as clothes I wear between a small/med shirt and between a size 9 pants. My next update is when I make goal weight!
February 7, 2007
I thought I would update you before I make goal weight, being that I don't see the doctor until my one year anniversary. My nut says I am doing so well that i don't need to see her until then. Everything is going well, my relationship with my husband is great! He thinks he is robbing the cradle since i now look so much younger. My daughter's friends always think i'm one of the teenagers (lol). A few weeks ago I went to a late Saturday night movie. After the movie I was waiting on my husband to come out of the bathroom and I was approached by a security guard who told me "ok, it's after curfew and you need to go home." At first I thought he was kidding until he repeated himself. I was flattered but I had to let him know I am a grown women (35 yrs old.) He apologized....... and I told him no apologies necessary, that just made my day.
Lately, I have been craving sweets and yes............. i have indulged a bit, i can not tell a lie (lol). So I need to gain control and get back on track. I am still losing weight but I know food will be a constant battle, I definitly don't want to go back to where I was before surgery. I am so much happier and healthier than I have been in a long time. Well, I will give an update again soon. Maybe I will weigh myself when I get to 8 months out (March 13, 2007). Until then, may God bless all of you and keep you safe from harm.
April 6, 2007
Hello all........Well everything is going great. My weight loss has slowed down, which is okay with me. I am still losing but just a slower pace. I am now 145, 5 pounds away from goal. I really don't want to lose more than that but I will take whatever this WLS gives me. It's definitly time to start looking into Plastic Surgery. I really need a tummy tuck, I have a flabby stomach. In the meantime those tummy support underwear works great. I currently wear a size 7 and some size 5 pants. I also wear a small shirt.
April 24, 2007
I MADE GOAL !!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so wonderful. Less than a year, I have made my goal weight. This has been an amazing journey. I am loving life right now. I bought two suits today......... hello people....... a size 4. I tried on a six but too big. I remember when I used to pick out clothes and go to the fitting room and all the clothes I picked out were too small because I was trying to be in denial that I was fat, a size 22/24. Well those days are gone and I am not turning back.
May 8, 2007
Well, i did it, I made my consultation for my TT and possible boob lift, it's tomorrow. Although I don't plan on having surgery until October when I go on vacation, I thought I find out as much info as I can and get everything schedule. I just heard from a friend of mine from the OH boards who just had her TT and she says it's PAINFUL!!!! I'm scared but its going to be nice getting rid of my kangaroo sack. Everything just hangs (thank God for support underwear). My boobs have lost a lot of volume so I'll see what the Plactic Surgeon says. I prefer only a lift but if I need a small implant then so be it.
May 26, 2007
I had my consult with my PS on May 9, 2007, it went really well. He said I don't necessarily need a boob lift. A small implant should help fill it out. He also said, I'm a good candidate for a tTT and he can remove 90% of my stretch marks "whoo hoo." I liked the sound of that. My PS recommended the Q pain pump to help with the post pain. From the research I did on this pump sounds like a great idea. I am looking forward to October, if all goes well financially.
July 1, 2007
Well, I am 12 days away from my one year anniversary to having surgery and what a great year it has been. People who haven't seen my in a long while, don't even recognize me. I am more confident, healthier, happy, and so full of life. This is one choice I definitaly dont regret. I think the hardest challenge for me is watching what I eat. I don't dump on anything, so I have to be careful about my portions. Some days are a struggle but so worth it. I am still planning on having a tummy tuck sometime at th end of September/beginning of October. Can't wait until my flabby stomach is flat with definition.. I currently wear a 4 or 5 and a small or x-tra small shirt, that's only because i lost of lot of volume in my breast. If my money is right I will probably have a TT and boob implant at the same time. But we will see what the lottery will brings............
September 1, 2007
Happy Labor Day Weekend! Well, I am two weeks away from getting a tummy tuck. I am also scheduled for a boob job but on Tuesday, I'm going to cancel that and just get a TT. I'm not really a boob fan. Although mine sag a bit, I think I can live with it. My tummy on the other hand is another issue. Kinda excited but kinda scared. I'm getting the Q pain pump so I am praying that this will help with the pain after surgery. I am still in a 4 or 5 pants and loving every minute of it. I would like to lose 10 more but my hubby says enough already. Life is great and I'm happy that I had the surgery and chose one of the best surgeons around. Well gotta go, I will try to update the morning of surgery.
September 14, 2007
The day is here.......it's tummy tuck day. I'm a bit nervous and excited at the same time. I pray that everything goes well. May the lord watch over me and guide the hands of the surgeon. I will update you all in a couple of days.
God Bless You!!
September 18,2007
It's been four days since surgery and what a four days it's been. Surgery began at 12:30 pm. It took approximately 2 hours then 2 hours in recovery. I was home by 5 pm. The first day was a lot of pressure and pain. Very uncomfortable. The pain wasn't as bad as I imagine but was still bad needless to say (I could only imagine how the pain would have been if I had not gotten the pain pump). I slept two hours at a time and made sure I stayed medicated. The next day I went for my check-up. When they took the bandage off I was amazed at how flat my stomach was even with all of the swellening. The lipo that was done on my sides and back you could see a remarkable difference. I was so medicated that I didn't have many questions other than when the two drains were coming out. If all is well, Friday the drains will be removed. Its getting easier as time passes but I can't wait until i'm no longer in pain. My lower back hurts bad from all the bending over and although the recliner is a huge help there is nothing like sleeping in your own bed (which I am waiting for). On the second day after surgery, I woke up to a cough "OUCH" did that hurt, felt like I ripped something open then a burning sensation. So my husband checked and all was well.
You can expect to be constipated for at least the first few days. Now that adds extra pressure to your stomach. When I finally went I didn't feel as tight in the abdomen. All in all, I am glad that I had it done although I wish all this was behind me............but I know, this too shall pass.
September 21, 2007
Praise the Lord!!!!!!!!!!!! i got my drains removed and OH MY GOD!!!! It hurt like crazy. I don't think I ever experienced anything like it before. At one point, I thought "Why did I do this," but that was only for a quick second or two. As I got over the pain, I was so excited to see that my stomach was flat. I am still swollen but was a difference............the before and after is incredible. The funny part is, when I came home, I was so tried so I fiqured I would take a nap. When I closed my eyes, all I could do was visualize those two tubes being pulled out. Well, there goes the nap. I think I am tramatized.
October 2, 2007
Hello Fam..........all is well here. I am healing well and the swelldEing is going down. The scar really looks great, I am surprised at how good it looks with me only being almost three weeks out from surgery. I can only imagine how it will look further down the line. I still have some pain, not a lot. My doctor still requires me to wear my binder for another 4 weeks, so some of my clothing does not fit (i'm not liking that) but I kept some of my size 7 and they fit okay...... a little big but I need it loose around my tummy anyway.
December 22, 2007
Happy Holidays Everyone!!!!!!!!! Wow how time fly. I am a year and five months out and maintaining at 136. Not bad huh. But I do have a confession...........I AM ADDICTED, to Milk Duds AND CRUSHED ICE. Never been that big on Chocalate now I have to have Milk Duds everyday AND iCE.......OMG, Sams Club has the best ice. I need to stop it but it's so hard. In addition to that my Iron has been low. So next year resolution is to TAKE MY IRON PILLS. This has been such a busy year for me. I have been working some very long hours and hope that my schedule is more flexible next year. I hope all is well with you guys and I Wish you so much more in the coming year. May God Bless the Wonderful Works you Do.
June 19, 2008
Wow..........time goes by really fast. I am doing great but I am still on this cereal craving kick. It's so out of control. My TT is looking good, still working on reducing the color of the scar, but I am so glad that I did it. I really need my love handles reduced but that's another story. My kids say they see old pics of me and can't believe I was that big. I definitely still can remember and have no desire to return to the old me. I am loving life and thank god for giving me the opportunity to join this journey.
September 5, 2008
Hello all, everything is wonderful. Just been caught up with life. I am really doing well and have no complaints. My cereal graving are reducing somewhat but It's still there. I eat a lot of ice to, probably because I'm not taking my iron pills like I should. I am two years out from having surgery and things could not have been better. I am maintaining and have little to no side effects. This was definitely a life changing event for the better. I am so blessed to have had this opportunity to get my life back. Thanks to those for your love and support, I could not have done this without you. For those of you considering the surgery..............please find a great doctor and a wonderful support system. Be prepared that if you use your tool properly this can be a positive life altering change. May you do well in your journey as I have in mine.
October 9, 2008
Hello all.........I am doing wonderful, except I'm still addicted to Pops Cereal and Ice. Other than that things are well. I'm still maintaining my weight between 135 and 140 and still in a size 4 suit and 5/6 jeans. My tummy tuck has healed but the scar still hasn't faded. It really doesn't bother me because I can hide the scar with my underwear. Well, I hope all is well with you and your family and I wish you much success in your journey as I have had in mine. May god bless you and keep you safe. Lots of love........
December 9, 2008
Merry Christmas to all of you. I am now 2 years and 5 months out. I am maintaining my weight and enjoying my life. I was just sitting here thinking about where I was at 2 plus years ago and how miserable I was. Even with the recent economic situation, I still find myself much more happier now than when I was weighing 230 pounds. I thank you lord for seeing me through all of this. May you continue to shine your light on me and those like me. May we find comfort in your words and love in our hearts.
April 25, 2009
Ok...............now I didn't realize that it has been five months since my last post. Well, all is well, I've gained about five pounds, but I think that was because I was on bed rest from a back injury for 3 months. Other than that, I have been maintaining for almost 3 years. Can't believe that my 3 year anniversary will be July 13th. It doesn't seem like that long ago that I was this person trapped in a huge body. This journey has been great, I really have no complaints........even my worst days were good days. I have had no complications and have been staying on track. All of you who are thinking about having WLS, make sure you do your research on your doctor and procedure. Once you have done that I don't think you will regret have the WLS. This will change your life all for the better. I would do this all over again. I am a much happier person now than what I was for 8 years.
November 6, 2009
Hello all, I am now over 3 year out from surgery and life has been great. I am still maintaining my weight plus or minus 5 pounds. I had some blood work done recently and my iron is low, which I already know. i need to start taking my iron pills. Other than that I am just dealing wih some other medical problems at home. But this too 'shall Pass.
December 20, 2009
Hello people, I started taking these iron pills and felt so bad when I was taking them. Therefore, I stopped. I will see my doctor in a week so I will ask him to prescribe a diffent type of iron pill. Other than that, Im ok, just whethering a few storms. But I have faith that things will get better. I am still keeping off the weight and I absolutely love it. I was watching the Biggest Loser and it got me to thinking about when I was heavier, before WLS. I am so happy I chose to have the surgery. It has had such a positive change for me.
Well good luck on your journey and I hope you have a great experience also.
May 11, 2010
Ok, this is ridiculous............time really flies by so fast. It's been five months since I last posted an update. Well all is well, still battling the low Iron but other than that, I feel good (other than the fatigue factor from having low Iron). For the most part I have maintained my weight plus or minus 5 pounds. My stomach from the tummy tuck has gotten lose, so I guess I need to get back to doing situps. Who said that after PS that the work stops. Wrong!!!! I am about two month shy of my 4th year anniversary of WLS. So glad I did it and wouldn't take it back. If u are cosidering taking this journey makesure you do you research and pick the right doctor. I had one of the best doctors around. Thank Dr. Q.
March 10,2012
I see it's been almost two years since I posted last. Well A LOT has changed in that time. In February 2011, I notice that was gaining weight and was hungry all the time. My addiction to dry cereal, ritz crackers, and ice was OUT OF CONTROL.
After typing for over an hour, my long story, I lost it. I'm frustrated now, so maybe later I will try again to update my story. I had a revision March 5, 2012..........more about how I got there later.
July 15, 2017
- Wowzer, can't believe it's been 5 years since I last posted. Man oh man how things have changed for me. After 11 years I have graduately gained some of my weigh back! Periods of depression and self worth crept in and I've allowed that to affect me. So where should I start?? After 11years post op, my highest weight that I gained was 190lbs. Some definitely had to do with poor choices, late night snacking of boxes of Cereal and Ritz. It's really been a struggle for me since 2015. I've been sick with various illnesses that had to be treated with steroids, which rec havoc on getting these lbs down. This year I decided I was going to put in the work and get back to a manageable weight. Then had a couple of set-backs that required hospitalization. So while recooping I wasn't/couldn't eat like I use to. I figured this would be the best time to hopefully shrink my stomach and get back to at least (150) . I kinda just eased back into eating healthier. One day at a time. I started walking, cycling, and lifting weight. But it was a gradual process but I did see a difference in my appearance. This assured me that with a little hard work and determination I could get my weight down as long as I stuck to the plan and not give up. With that being sad, I Fully committed to my new WLJ on June 1, 2017. My starting weight was 180 as of today I am 164. 14lbs to go before I hit my goal weight. Wouldn't mind weighing somewhere between 140 - 150 I have been intermittent fasting and keeping my caloric intake at 1200 Calories. I meal prep for the week when I'm working so that I won't be tempted to buy fast food on my way home. I also work out 3 times a week. I take my time eating so my brain and belly can talk to each other ....ha! So I don't over eat. I have completely cut out the Cereal and Ritz which was my biggest contribution (the struggle was real!!) to my weight gain, as well as becoming wayyyyyy too comfortable. Never want to go back to being that miserable person weighing 236 pounds in July 2006. Occasionaly, my husband and I will go out (we're empty nesters now) I don't order my own entree. I just get a separate plate and move a small portion of his food to my plate (I also do that when I'm out with other family and friends, I only eat between 12pm and 8pm (my eating window). The other 16 hours, I fast. Trust me it was difficult for first few weeks but now so manageable Good luck to those who are experiencing weight gain. This WLS is not a quick fix (as some will say). It's only a tool and it's how your take care of your tool. YOU can do it!!!
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