I CHEATED & I KNOW NOW I DON'T NEED FOOD!!

Apr 27, 2014

So ok I know that I need food to survive but NOT to cope. I have been in the process of my two week pre op liquid diet, I have done 1 week officially tomorrow. At first I was terrified that I was going at this "alone" (no tool of surgery, to help within the two weeks). And, of course as soon as they said I needed to start the 2 week pre op, I panicked!!! I did GREAT!!! Until this past Saturday...I was going crazy without being able to get foods I was craving, yesterday I decided to "cheat" I know many people do during this time (I know not all, but the people I spoke too had cheated & some encountered difficulties, like the enlarged liver during surgery), but I truly did not cheat until yesterday, so I got the things I was craving: pb&j, Mcdonald's fish sandwich & fries. And I am happy to say I know I can do this for a life time!!! Everything I wanted (or thought I wanted) was NOT satisfying in the way that I thought it would be!!! I was thinking "OMG! This is going to be AWESOME!!" Orgasm in my mouth thoughts, AND I didn't want it as much as what I thought, the tastes where "empty", not fulfilling in anyway except that it was a meal. Today I am back on track and happy to report no cheats and not planning on it :) I can do this for me, and I am truly happy and confident with my decision for gastric bypass, 1 more week of pre op dieting. I CAN DO THIS & BE SUCESSFUL!!

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