Getting Nervous!

Mar 29, 2009

Well this is it! I have 5 days until my surgery and reality kicked in at about 4 am this morning. I was pulling one of my last rescue duty shifts before surgery and after answering a call at 2:45 am I couldn't go back to sleep. Well my mind went wild and I had just about talked myself out of this, but i've come this far and I can't walk away now. I am scared but i'm not sure of what. Maybe because I don't want to be a failure at this or i'm scared of the fact that this is a major surgery and my life is fixing to change! I am still excited but getting nervous about it!

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