14 months out

Jul 11, 2011

Down 127 lbs. Surgery seems like it was eons ago. Beginning to want to eat more. In fact I can eat a whole hotdog with chili. Or 5 tamales. I constantly snack on junk food. Can't seem to beat the habit. It is getting worse. Worried that I will start to gain weight. I will be devastated. Really bored with myself. Gambling problem has gotten worse, not better. Need to find something to do with my time. I work 4 - 5 days a week, 12 hour days. But on my days off if I am by myself, I am at the casino. Just so bummed at this point in my life. Not happy.

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