Today's The Big Day!!

Sep 13, 2011

Well, here I am it's Surgery Day. I have waited so long for this day to come and I find the emotions I am feeling to be a bit surprising. My excitment and joy has been replaced with anxiety and fear. I'm sure this is normal, but I am terrified! I have been beating myself up lately. Disappointed that I let myself get to the point of needing surgery to help control my weight, and fearing that I will FAIL miserably, and will have gone through all of this for nothing. There I finally said it! On the other hand, I am grateful to have a site such as this where I can express my thoughts and feelings, and gather support from empathetic individuals who have actually walked a mile in my shoes. In addition, I know that I am blessed to have a wonderful husband and family who are my biggest cheerleaders.

Well that's all for now. I have to get myself ready to go get sleeved. I keep tryna remind myself that today is the first day of the rest of my life. Hopefully with this weight gone, that will be a very long time.

God Bless each and everyone of you who took the time to read my blog and posts, send me well wishes, and answer my questions. Please continue to pray for my continued success.

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