Mar 10, 2010Ok, last night I went to visit a gal in the ICU who had gastric bypass yesterday. After I left I have to say I was pumped and ready to go!! Thinking to myself . . . YES! I only have 6 more days!!! WOOHOO!!! Blah, Blah, Blah. Well today I have been sitting here thinking about her. Wondering how she is feeling. Thinking about everything I saw last night. Recalling what her tummy looked like with her scars and then seeing her coming in and out of it because of the pain meds. Then walking with her for the first time since her surgery. I have to admit . . . I am getting really scared!!! I sitting here thinking is this what I really want? Not that I don't want to finish results of the surgery, but short term stuff is what scares the stuffing out of me! I am just praying that this is the right decision.