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Rambling observations - The observation is this, that I had lap band surgery and altered my body but have done very, very, little addressing the reasons I got to the point I had the wls. In the 13 ...

Led by example -  When I've written it's with the mindset that somebody will be reading this so I don't always write what I feel or think or most importantly what I've been/not been doing.   Tod...

You are soooo not alone and you are ABSOLUTELY NOT A...

13 seconds -  I signed up at the Y and had my first work out using the Active Traxx computerized personal system.  Last night I dreamed about running because for the first time yesterday I RAN ...

Prayer asnswered! -  Hello everyone, I just discovered this forum.  I'm fairly new and still learning all this website has to offer.  I'd like to thank those who have posted and replied because it's h...

Hiding out - I realize that I hide. Just like a little kid when I'm acting bad, I hide. I had about 4 blog entries for April and nary a one for May.  Thats because I've been eating all kinds of...

That'S AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! I am so very happy for you! Keep...

Ok this has nothing to do with Voltaren. I just wanted to say hi and...

You look great. The batwings are only huge in your head. They...

I don't know if you've ever seen 'James and the Giant Peach?' but...

Girrrrl I feel you completely! Omg I just went through this a week and...

Happy day to you too. I rediscovered swimming, was a time I used...

Testing -  I think I went through a testing phase.  Kinda like when your with somebody who seems to good to be true then you act like a real bitch or just plain crazy just to see if he will ...

Dealing -  So many things have been happening lately that I've felt so overwhelmed.  I got a fill 2 weeks ago and I don't feel much different.  I can still eat way more than the info I got f...

Wereshark -  Sometimes I look at the before and after pics and insanely think that thats how it's going to happen for me; that I will be at my heaviest and then >click< I am miraculously thin ...

Moving -  I signed up for swimming lessons last week.  I had my first class on satuday and I was so freakin happy.  I love love love moving in the water.  I love the resistance when I move ...

Truth is it hurts - Twice.  Really.  This is the second time my blog has been deleted before saving when I tried to backspace.   But this is important for me to write for my future success and mayb...

A different sort of water -  I said I wasn't going to be weighing myself at home, at all.  I would know how I was doing doing based on my Dr's scale when I went in for my follow ups.  Yeah right.  I kept the ...

Don't wanna be myself no more... -  I really like that Pink song that goes, "Don't wanna be myself no more I wanna be somebody else."  I don't mean this in a deragatory way it just means that I'm going to act as if ...

I am really happy for you!! More than anything so far I'm proud of...

Water - I didn't realize how much water truly makes a difference.  It's amazing stuff!  I've been bingeing as much as my lap band permitted and couldn't stop myself.  I thought it was beca...

One more thing I cannot, cannot, cannot have any food around me...

being honest to myself - Today was an interesting day.   I've had several revelations and truths become apparent.  Today I learned that I have a toxic relationship with the man I love.  I recognized how de...

first of many i'm sure -  Totally effed up tonight.  I resorted to old behaviors and sure enough that brought on the same consequences.  I'm supposed to be on full liquids only.  I'm 3 weeks post op and pe...