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well there is 2 more days until my surgery.. i cant wait for it to get here finaly. i got to remember to call tomorrow to see what time that i have to be there on tuesday.. i am nervous i will admit to it but i wil be fine.. i trust my surgeon and everybody..

well today i started to get stuff ready for my day on tuesday.. i got baby food for after my surgery so that i dont have to purey the stuff myself and since that i dont have a blender.. so all that i have to do now is do the laundry so that i dont have to do it since i wont be able to lift over 10 lbs after surgery and so that i can have clean clothes that i can take to the hospital for when i get out and clothes for when i go stay at my moms for a week or a couple of weeks and go spend a couple of more days at my fiancees until i can do stuff on my own.. GOD i got so much stuff do before tuesday..

i dont understand my family.. now my mom and my sister dont want me to have this surgery, at first they were all for it but now a week to go until the surgery and they dont think that i should have the surgery.. they dont understand that this will help me i dont know what to do any more.. the only one that is supporting me in this is my fiancee..

i went to see the surgeon today to talk more about the surgery and sign all fo the papers and all of that.. i got weighed and i have lost 4 pounds since the last time that i got weighed.. i am so happy that i have lost some weight but its better than losing than nothing. we are still on schedule for the surgery next tuesday.. i am starting to get realy nervous about this, and my sister isnt so much supportive of me in this i wish that she was..

well tomorrow is the day that i go see the surgeon one more time before the surgery next tuesday to sign all the papers and what not.. i hope everything goes well

well next week is the day that i have my surgery.. i am starting to get realy nervous, but im sure that everybody gets that way before this kind of surgery.. man there is alot of stuff i still have to do this week before i go in under the knife lol.. i got 2 more apointments 1 is the last meeting before the suregery with the surgeon and the 2nd one is with the anesthesiologist if thats not how u spell it oops.. then some time this week i need to finish geting stuff for after surgery for when i am out of the hospital stuff like baby food.. im gona do so i dont have to do all the pureying all myself and it will be easy i can get what i want to eat measure it out and warm it up and eat it.. so there is still alot i have to get done..  when i go see the surgeon before the surgery when i get wheighed i hope that i lost some pounds.. i have been on small portions diet for a week now gona be 2 this week.. cross fingers that i lost some..

well i finaly know what my surgery day is.. well i guess that i have known for a while.. its on the 5th of June. i am so nervous..