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Nov 12, 2013

                          Nov. 12, 2013  

  Wow, it's been 5yrs since my last blog posting. A lot has happened since Sept. '08. The most devastating thing is the death of my grandson Michael, my "Sweetum". He died from an asthma attack on Oct. 1st, 2011. Everyone tells me it gets easier but I can't see it. We were so close. My daughter always said she carried him, but he was mine. He always lived with me and would cry to come back when he was little whenever his mom & dad took him home. A huge chunk of my heart is gone. As you can tell from my previous my posting, I had a lot of faith in god. Well no more. A kind and loving god would not be so cruel as to snatch him away like that.

   Anyway, thanks for listening, I really didn. 't mean to go on like that but there's no one I can really talk to about the way I feel.

  I go in for my tt on Dec 4th. That's only 3 weeks away. I go for my pre-op consult next Wednesday the 20th. I'm not too nervous about the surgery, but  am nervous about the recovery. Well that's about it, I will post Wednesday after the consult.

TTFN

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