Long Time No Write

Jan 20, 2009

It has been a while since I posted. Thought I would put some [random] thoughts out there.

Surgery:  I was late for my surgery. The ONE morning there is some convention downtown, I am stuck in traffic. You know how I knew that I really wanted surgery? I was crying!  Yes, crying. I was so freaked out, I called the hospital every 15 minutes to tell them I was STILL on my way, and were I was on the freeway. Then my fiance' made fun of me and I got mad and we got into a tiff.

Oh! Random! I have new motivation now!  I am getting married!    I got engaged in November and I am getting married on October 31st. WOO HOO....Here's to getting an amazing wedding dress!

Post op totally sucked! The gas pain was so unreal. I thought I was going to blow up. I hurt everywhere and was (again) crying. I had this kinda pain for about 3 days. It would come and go by days 4 & 5.

My all liquid diet sucked too. It was so sad, my family was sitting in the dining room, eating spaghetti and I was on the couch eating my 300th cup of broth. They were trying so hard not to sound like they enjoyed it. I almost felt like an outcast. I didn't even want to have a conversation with them.

I was down 13 pounds after the surgery and the liquid diet. I held on to that pretty steady for the 6 weeks. I say that in a past tense because I am kinda mad. I found out I am not having my first fill until the second week of February. What the hell?!  I have no restriction! I am still doing my best to make good choices, but I am afraid he will be mad at me when I go in, and I have gained weight.

HOW CAN I USE A "TOOL" IF THAT TOOL ISNT WORKING PROPERLY? 

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