Sighs so slow

Nov 19, 2009

I tell you this  stuff plateau ... is crazy one minute your losing losing next nothing nothing. Now I think I'm 170 but the scale says 167.4 that would mean I'm 7 lbs from my doctors "new goal". I have to ask the nut when will I stop losing because I'm afraid of being "too small". I like where I am at 170 I do not want to be smaller. I am wearing a size 9 and could probably get in to an 8 but refuse to go there. My body frame is not 7/8 material. I will look like I'm starving instead of healthy. Which is what my doctor explained to me that she thought after seeing me last time not to go any further then 160.  I thought oh well I'd like to be 150. That was when I was wearing 11/12 now I'm 8/9 and feel afraid to lose and now the scale wants to move fast in a downward slope. Anyway, I am blessed and thankful and many ways I feel wonderful and shouldn't complain. I was a miserable woman when I was 274 lbs. Till the next time good luck on your journey and I will keep you posted on what the doc says when I go for my 1 year check =) <3 yall.

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