First Major Stall

Aug 30, 2013

So I have hit my first major stall and think I am going through what many have gone through at this time.  I feel like I am going to be the only fat person to ever fail at the surgery and still keep eating 800 or less calories a day.  I don't know if I am not getting enough water, and usually only by 8 oz or so if I do miss, enough protein or what.  I have been at this same weight or nearly the same weight for the last 2 weeks.  This has really started to mess with my mind.  I have heard others talk about how you just have to keep doing what you need to and eventually the stall will break.  It doesn't feel that way right now. It feels shitty.  I don't sit around all day long eating crap like I used to.  I cannot even fathom eating now like I used to, but I digress.  The worst thing I eat is protein bars, and honestly right now I need the extra protein.  I cannot eat much more than 2 oz or so of meat during a meal.  The holy grail of rapid weight loss plans on this site talk about 6-800 calories a day more than 70 protein less than 40 carbs.  My NUT tells me to just make sure I am eating a balanced diet and not worry about the protein and carbs, that he just wants us to have all parts of the food groups.  If this stall does not break soon, I may try something else because right now I feel like I am failing through no fault of my own. I don't appear to have lost any inches either, but then again my body is very difficult to measure. Maybe I will get my grandma to give me one of her water pills.  I am retaining water in ways I have not seen since before surgery. That I blame on my never ending period.  Hopefully the bc shot I got at the obgyn will help put a stop to that as well.  Before surgery I was so bloated from eating all of those refined baked goods, that I did not notice the extra bloat when it was TOM, but now I do in a major way.

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