sixfootkat
Third Time is a Charm?
Apr 25, 2010
So I am going to meet with Dr. Birch again tomorrow. This will be my third time. I am confused and starting to feel a little lost and disheartened. I have been in the WW program since Feb 2009 and before that I was on a waiting list for one year to get into the program.In that time I have worked so hard mentally that I almost feel like a different person. Being over 400lbs takes such a huge physical effort just to get thru my day. Every day I have to tell myself to be positive and that the physical pain of obesity will go away soon and that I am doing the right thing by being in the WW program.
Sometimes the pressure of my work when I have to take days off to drive all the way to Edmonton is really stressful! The first time was reasonable but the second time I get there and I get a 15 min appointment with the Surgeon and he tells me they are still not going to sign off on surgery because they want to do a CT Scan of my liver. I don't understand why that was not suggested during the first visit. I have to take a full day off from work every time I have to go to the clinic because I live in Carstairs and it is 5 and 1/2 hours of driving (2 hour and 45min up and back) for me.
The nurse told me that my liver was normal so that should no longer be a factor. So hopefully all will go well at my appointment tomorrow and Dr. Birch will finally sign off so I can finally get on the waiting list.
It is really hard to stay positive with all this waiting...I don’t want to be a complainer or to be negative. The WW clinic has helped me so much over the last year. I have no idea how far my obesity would have spiraled without them. I am truly grateful to them and I would not be where I am today if I did not have there encouragement and guidance but I am ready to move forward in my journey.
Katrina