waiting

Jan 10, 2011

Well, I spoke to my doctor's office last week.  She said she had submitted my paperwork to the "nurse" at Aetna.  So I guess I am now in the waiting game!!! 

I wanted to have my surgery scheduled by  now........but.  My birthday is in February, so this will be my gift to myself.  I have been looking at some of the before and after pics and the people look so GREAT.  Not that they are skinnier, but it just looks like they can breath.  I know somedays, I just feel like a stuffed cow and everything I try on looks terrible.  I am also hoping to get off some of my medications.  I looked last year, I spent over $500 in prescriptions. 

I am also scared.  I don't like the feeling of the "after".  I just hope i don't have any problems and totally screw up my body.  I don't like the feeling of being nausiated or pukey. 

So...........until next time..........still waiting.

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