6 week update

Oct 06, 2011

Okay so here I am 6 weeks post op, lots of emotions. I'm down a total of 20 lbs and 17 of them I lost the first 10 days, so the last 30 days I've lost 3lbs. Its beyond frustrating, i keep my calories low, my carbs low and my fat low. I get at least 60 grams of protein...so on paper I'm doing amazing, however on the scale I feel defeated. I truly feel I am going to be the one person it will not work for. I know its rediculous and how could it possibly not work...but here I am watching everyone else lose 30/40 even 50 lbs in 6 weeks and I just regained 2 of the measly 20 I've lost.

I don't even come on here as much because seeing everyone elses numbers really depress me. I feel like this almost made me MORE miserable, because i'm starting to feel like a failure.

I hope I come back in a month and can say how silly I was for ever posting this but right now I'm just so disheartened that I'm trying sooooooo hard and not being rewarded...I know stalls happen but for cripe sake this is suposed to be the honeymoon period...if I lose this slow now I'm scared to death of the next 4 months!

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