still in shock

Oct 26, 2009

So I had my  husband look at the scale 4 me this am. I dont usually look cuz i dont want to get frustrated or discouraged. he generally doesnt tell me either but today he was really excited and couldnt contain himself. I am down 90 pounds yep 90 at  a little over 4 months I cant really believe it.  I dont feel deprived in any way  and weigh as much now as i did 20 years ago Thats a shocker i never thought I would see those numbers again. what is interesting is that I thought I would see myself different in the mirror but I dont. I knew this happened to peeps but I really thought that it was ridiculous well, im there and a little disturbed about it. Im ecstatic about the loss itself jst expected me to have a realistic view of where I am at along the way. Mike seems very proud of the progress,not posessively or anything just excited that its all coming to fruition.That makes me happy.

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