I always have been a little bigger then most people, but nothing outragous until the last 12 years I guess.  I m 5'8" so I can carry a little weight and not see it very well.  When I was in college, I went out with the girls dancing all the time and kept in pretty good shape doing that.  I met a guy and thought I was head over heels in love with, but gosh did it get destructive.  We lived together for 8years and over that 8 years my lifestyle slowed down a lot and I gained a lot of weight and then realized this relationship was very self destructive and I ate my way through depression after depression.  I tried diet and would loose some to only gain it back.  I probably gained over 100 lbs over those 8 years until I was gutsy enough to finally leave him and look out for me.  I lost a few lbs. 

I then met my husband, Joe, in 2002.  He is a ig guy and like me struggles with weight.  We love eating together.  We have a wonderful relationship but we do not help eachother very well when it comes to diets.  WE LOVE SWEETS!!!  So now that I am so heavy that my health is starting to be effected, I have got to loose this weight.  I want as many years as I can to enjoy my life.  I love my life, but the weight has got to go.  So I will be having DS surgery on 11/3/06.  My husband and family are so very supportive and I am so thankful for that.  God will get me through the hard times of the recovery and develop me into a much stronger woman. 

About Me
LOCUST GROVE, VA
Location
23.2
BMI
DS
Surgery
11/03/2006
Surgery Date
Jun 14, 2006
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