~~~Marah~ ~~

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May 27 after my dang vacation.....

Hi all i am doing much better.  I will update soon..... I am doing so much better emotionally and happy.  I have been through the rain and the pain now it is time for the sunshine. 

Well I havent been on in months as you can see I'm ok didnt realize how much drama I had going on I n my life.  Things didnt work out at the new job but I am still happy looking sexier than ever.  As for my weight I have lose 100 lbs in total I may post some new Pics.  I am getting out more and more vocal on how I feel.  In still in THINKING MODE. 

Well for the past week or so I have been realizing that i am expecting too much too soon.  I haave realized that my husband has other things too do other than being the baby sitter but that he should also help where needed.  I havent kept up the exercises which i am disappointed in but I will try again this week. 

I had a blast here is the link.  I will update yah on the events later.  http://www.picturetrail.com/tammy11101.


It had a horrible day but the night was spectacular for real.  I know everyone that came was tired because we partyed hard body. That dang Beyonce had me on the floor doing the damn thing. Let me upgrade you. And I kept those heals on all night wow that was a big ilestone for me.  Now that that is over time to get back to business.

I am happy to report that I got the job of a life time and am so happy. 
 I went to my best friends daughters b-day party.  Me and my best friend Mary.  Me looking as sexy as I could wanna.

Well it is 2007 and I am happy to say I am feeling great....... Maybe it had something to do wit me having a wek off which seemed like two weeks or finally puchasing a mirror and seening the new me or just going out and enjoying my self but I can actually admit that I am much much better than last year.  Well I am 193 pounds havent lost a lot and I havent been trying to either.  For the new year I am implimenting exercise which is hard since i have these false eye lashes on the sweat may make them loose so a mentle note to me work on investing in the 6 month extended wear ones. I went out for the new year to my friends house which was great.  I fond this store which has name brand clothes half to nothing prices which I am really excited about.  That wil be my new spot.  I purchased new shoes and items for my self.  I am looking sexy as ever, and feeling sexy.  Me and my sweetie are well I wont say its only day two of the new year but we havent argued to day and that is priceless.  

As far as goals for the year.  I will work  on my weight loss I wont sasy harder because I have been chilling and abusing it.  I will drink a liter of water.  I will exercise three times a week for at least 20 mins.  I will appricate what I have and treat my self bettter. 

As for life I will spend more time wit my family, I will save some money for a rainey day. I will get a new job this year.  I will make my self happy.  I will purchase a coach bag every three months.  I will pay my bills on time .  I will let go of the past so I can move to the future.

Happy new year

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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 Well It has been a minute About a month happy to say that I am in wonderland and doing a few thisngs for my self.  I am registering for school.  I am actually awaiting me resluts from the test I took.  Im also waiting to hear from the job about a position I have been wating for a long time.  In love it is what it is I'm learing to love my self and all will fall into place. I'm celebrating my 28th birthday party sooooooon can't wait and anyone reading this feel free to stop bye just shoot me a email and I will add you to the G- list.  Stay sweet till I update think thin

I I actually exercised Yesterday 30 MIns and I am getting ready to excersice after this posting.  I finally found the strenth to ignore one of my husbands outbust /demands and not call him all day to say my piece.  Excersice does work and resisting temptation works also.  So i stepped on my cheapo scale it said 200. which is strange but i'll go by that.  My goal for the week is to implement one more day for excersice before Saturday.  Small but big to me. till next week stay sweet.