Seven days and counting

Nov 07, 2011

wow just seven more days...how can a person be excited about being cut on? weird...I am excited about the weight I going to lose forever..never want to go back to not being to set on the floor with my two year old niece...my knees, back and hips having such intense pain after walking and trying to do right...I just wished I could lose a Little more before surgery...not been very good with food choices this past weekend...Just hope and pray I don't have these bad choices after surgery...why do I have to struggle with food? why can't I have self-control? being this desperate is why I am having this surgery to have some control in my life!! go to my first support group which will be good and helpful to answering some of these questions.  Thanks for allowing me to vent!!!!

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