235 my latest weigh in 1 year out

Jul 17, 2010

Hello my OH family it has been so long since I have posted a blog. I probably would not be writing now but I have been forced to sit still.  I am in Mexico with my big sister who just got the Gastric sleeve. Her surgeon is so great the hospital is clean and they all are well knowledgeable about the whole process. Its been a smooth trip. They even have a driver that picks you up takes you to the already paid for luxury hotel and back to the airport after you check out of the hospital. It is excellent , I am enjoying the process. My sister had to pay cash for her surgery this is why we had to come to Mexico its almost 5,000 cheaper then America. Monday I will be looking into talking to a plastic surgeon about a full body lift for 2011. I am hoping to be down to 185 pounds an the last 20 or 3 pounds I am sure is skin to make me 150 pounds which is my ultimate goal weight.  So much has happened in this past year that really is too much to tell. The most beneficial results is that I am diabetes free. I don't snore any more nor do I have to use a C-pap machine to keep me breathing tru out the night. I slept next to my baby father after 3 years of us being apart and I was free to sleep and I did not snore at all. By the way when he saw me he was all over me and I loved every bit if the attention.  I have however lost a real great friend who I was planning to marry because of my weight loss. He prefers really heavy woman because of his own insecurities so i understood perfectly. I knew I was still in love with my daughters father anyway.  It was strange however to know that you have become un attractive to someone because you lost too much weight.. I laughed on the inside and rejoiced on the outside. I'm loving so many new things like the fact that I can do 50 male push ups and jog a mile without stopping to catch my breath. I walk 4 miles a day and its no problem. I love how strong I have become and how much energy i have now. I have to force myself to sleep at times. There is so many benefits but most of all I love that my lie has been saved and years have been added on. There are some scary sides like the fact that I dong dump as much I can eat more and it is more of me putting in the effort then a forced behavior. Its only a year out and I 80% of the effort is my own and 20% is the tool. But I thank God for the head start.

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lauderhill, FL
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32.4
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RNY
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07/07/2009
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Mar 26, 2009
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