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Yesterday we had our Christmas party at work. I was going to just say the hell with it and not show up at all but they made it a staff meeting/holiday party. GREAT!

Anyway when the doors opened and I looked at the buffet of food it wasn’t as bad as I imagined it would be. I went down the line with a saucer instead of a plate, and got a piece of stuffed ham, and 4 cheese nip crackers. The ham was on a bun so I threw that away, then looked at the meat realizing that it was going to thick so I just ate the dressing that was on top and the crackers. It was actually a good combination, and not many people even questions why I had so little like I thought they were. Not that I would of hesitated to tell them none of their damn businessJ. 

Today I’m at work. Don’t want to be here. But so far there is no one else in the office. I just got through wrapping up my boyfriends gifts. Can’t do it at home because he’s just like a kid. I already let him open on gift up about a week or two ago. He’s not getting into anything else until Tuesday morning. I’m dying to see what he has for me. He’s got one saggy little gift until the tree, but told me there is another one coming. Its so exciting, but I’m holding out until Tuesday to get into it. Going to break my neck opening it though.

Oh, almost forgot. Thanks to all of you who suggested I try some chili from Wendy’s. OMG it was the bomb last night. I got a small one, and was almost able to eat half of it. I brought the rest in for lunch.

I am finally starting to feel better, thanks to God.

I got plenty of rest over the weekend, and was actually up and ready for work this morning. Looking forward to 3:00 getting here though. I’m going to make an attempt to hit the gym for the first time tonight. Can’t wait to see how that goes, but I am at least going to try.  Might even get on the scale tonight, we will see. I don’t even own one, and refuse to buy one. Got to see if my girlfriend will bring hers over tonight. I know if I go buy one I’m going to be on it everyday and I don’t want that.

I am so ready for Christmas. I can’t believe that its right around the corner. They called for snow over the weekend but we didn’t get any. I would of at least like to have seen it falling or something. Anyway I tried some lunch meat this weekend, honey ham and some turkey. That seemed to sit with my stomach PERFECT. Glad to see I found something new.  

Well that’s it for now. Nothing new here. Just thought I would post to at least let you know that I’m feeling a lot better then I was last week.

Well its been 10 days since surgery. Sure feels like its been 10 months. It was much more then I expected. I would be lying if I didn't add that note. Not to scare anyone in the process though, or say I have any regrets. I guess its just going to take some getting use too. That's for sure. I got on the scale for the first time on Monday, 6 days out and I am down 15lbs. YIPEE. 
I had some issues my first week home with alot of burning sensation in my stomach. My doctor had to call in some medication for an ulcer assuming that's what I had. Must of been cause the burning sensation has just about gone away, thank God. 

Only real issue that I am struggling with now is lack of energy. I am just tired all the time. And the sad part is that although I've been home everyday I can't get a good nights sleep. I've tried laying on my back, side, etc. Nothing seems to work . So I am still praying for a good nights sleep.

I am suppose to be going back to work on Monday. Lord, I'm dreading that. I can see me now sitting at my desk to sleep about an hour or so after I get there. But at the same time I need to get up and do something. Maybe being home is just making me lazy or something. I'm going to try to get out this weekend for sure though. I haven't done any exercise yet. Might try some of that today.