Texas_Saphire
2 years later....
Aug 11, 2012
August 11, 2012....
Almost 2 years after my last post.
I had Gastrict Bypass in September 2005 @ 297lbs....almost 7 years ago. My lowest weight was about 160lbs by 2007. I kept the weight off from about 2007-2009. It was probably in 2009, that i started gaining back the weight.
I did and have done all the bad things that have caused my weight to creep up to 226 about a few months ago. I've tried to reign in the bad choices since about June. Sinced then, i've lost about 8 lbs. Yesterday i weighed in @ 218lbs.
I've been looking @ a revision for the past 2-3 years. I am have been going through the entire process for a revision since about January 2012. I've had meetings with nutritionist, my doctor, labs, x-rays, psychologist, etc.
If my insurance approves the revision, my surgeon will basically go in, fold my pouch over, suture, and make it small....back down to it's original size.
I have been going over everything that has brought me to the point where i am right now. I am cognizant of everything that has led me to this point. Whether i go through the revision or not...i am slowly taking steps to change my "bad" habits.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring....but, i'm hoping to slowly recapture my life, in all aspects.
MC
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Almost 2 years after my last post.
I had Gastrict Bypass in September 2005 @ 297lbs....almost 7 years ago. My lowest weight was about 160lbs by 2007. I kept the weight off from about 2007-2009. It was probably in 2009, that i started gaining back the weight.
I did and have done all the bad things that have caused my weight to creep up to 226 about a few months ago. I've tried to reign in the bad choices since about June. Sinced then, i've lost about 8 lbs. Yesterday i weighed in @ 218lbs.
I've been looking @ a revision for the past 2-3 years. I am have been going through the entire process for a revision since about January 2012. I've had meetings with nutritionist, my doctor, labs, x-rays, psychologist, etc.
If my insurance approves the revision, my surgeon will basically go in, fold my pouch over, suture, and make it small....back down to it's original size.
I have been going over everything that has brought me to the point where i am right now. I am cognizant of everything that has led me to this point. Whether i go through the revision or not...i am slowly taking steps to change my "bad" habits.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring....but, i'm hoping to slowly recapture my life, in all aspects.
MC
Gonna try again...
Nov 01, 2010
Was looking at my old profile. Looking at it made me realize what i've done...and what i have undone. 6 months after surgery i was at the weight i am now. I've gained exactly 40lbs and damn what a gdamn sad difference it makes.
I've lived just about every single day for the past couple of years pretty sad and thinking about how i've undone things. i'm so tired of it. i went and signed up @ Curves. Gonna give it a shot for atleast a month. My heads still not cooperating with my stomach. I want food all the time. I don't know what is wrong with me!
I weighed 206lbs today. It is very depressing. I'd like to set goals and all that...but what's the point. I'm sure no one is reading this but i need to get this off my chest. i feel no one knows what i'm going through and don't know what to do...who to turn to.
Pathetic it is...but i'm gonna try. that's all i can do.
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I've lived just about every single day for the past couple of years pretty sad and thinking about how i've undone things. i'm so tired of it. i went and signed up @ Curves. Gonna give it a shot for atleast a month. My heads still not cooperating with my stomach. I want food all the time. I don't know what is wrong with me!
I weighed 206lbs today. It is very depressing. I'd like to set goals and all that...but what's the point. I'm sure no one is reading this but i need to get this off my chest. i feel no one knows what i'm going through and don't know what to do...who to turn to.
Pathetic it is...but i'm gonna try. that's all i can do.
5 yrs post op. Up 45 lbs.
May 19, 2010
Wow. What can one really say? Alot...but pointless. Just decided its time to get back on track and not mess up this gift God gave me by giving me this tool. At my lowest I weighed !55. Today I'm 202. Wow...argh!
Just gonna take it one day at a time!
