Why haven't I lost weight since the end of October?

Nov 07, 2009

I am so disgusted right now.  I am still in the 220's. I am not even eating that much for obvious reasons--I can't!!!  I have been back to work going on week 3.  My actual return to work date was 10/19/2009.  I posted a couple of days before that, and I was in the 220s.  My doctor said at my post op appt that I was doing well being 26 pounds down and at that time exactly 4 weeks post op.  BUT I AM STILL ONLY 26 POUNDS DOWN.  Am I meant just to be fat even with my damn intestines rearranged?!?!?!?  So, much has been going on, and I haven't made any bad decisions with my diet.   There are so many other things going on besides my massive weight stall.  I am working again, and I am still broke!!!  My car broke down costing $700 to fix.  $700 that I don't have!  My lease is coming to an end next month, and I have to get it together to move...which takes money.  My son's 3rd birthday is on the 28th of this month, and he is so excited about the possibility of having a birthday party.  Where the hell am I going to get the money from?  I am so tired of living like this.  When I think I am doing okay, something else happens!  Aside from being busy, I am not even excited to post like I used to be.  I just don't know.  I feel like I put myself through this for NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!

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