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So My Name is Tiffany Messier, as of right now I am a happily married woman with the most amazing almost 2 year old Isabella. I am attending Cosmetology School and Graduate the 1st week of March 2010 then take my State Board Exam March 15th. I am generally one the most positive people you will meet, I am outgoing and happy almost all the time, but my weight has ALWAYS been an issue its the one aspect of my life I am not satisfied! I have always said I can get anything I want in the sense that when I want something I truly go for it and focus all my enery until I obtain it, so why haven't I been able to do that with my weight. I try and explain to people that I truly am a thin girl at heart, I just need it to show on the outside!!!! I currently weigh 265 and its the heaviest I have ever been, I was 250 when I found out I was pregnant and then lost 20 pounds due to amazing control (I guess cause I felt like it wasn't my body anymore it was her home) so then throughout the pregnancy gained 30 and have stayed there since delivering her February 8th 2008. VERY FRUSTRATING! Sure I have done Everything there is from all the fad diets to Medi Life and all the pills and I am only 25, THAT is not HEALTHY! My husband is a Beanpole Literally he is 6'4" and weighs 130, VERY FAST METABOLISM, but we love eachother madly despite our polar opposite looks! haha. He is an avid and amazing fisherman, and I love love love the outdoors, but can never go experiance it with him for fear of not being able to keep up and not being able to breathe. Most of all I don't want my daughter and future children growing up thinking this way of life is ok, I want to be healthy enough to take them on the kind of adventures they deserve! I was never a small girl, but I have seen a glimpse of what I could look like once when I tortured myself on Suzanne Somers, I got down to 150, but gained all the weight back pluse about 50 when moving out of my parents home after high school. I have no one to blame but myself, I was already to have the surgery back in 2006, even got a surgery date, but my parents seperated after 24 years of marriage and my mom was devastated, so I backed out knowing if anything happened to me she couldn't handle it, so now with her support and the support of everyone around me I am going for it again!!!
Thanks for Reading My Story and I hope I have some amazing Blog entries to Share With You Through This Journey Of Mine!!!!
Love T!
