tmrosenthall
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Mar 21, 2010
I have now realized how much time I actually have. It's always between class session I start to feel this way. Now that my moment of truth is finally here I find myself thinking boy this is really scary. I don't know why I feel this way but I have noticed that I am not the only one. This morning I have spent two hours trying to add friends to my list and I am not done. The one thing I know for sure is that I am not alone and I am not the first person to ever have this procedure done. Both of these things have made me a little less uneasy but still when I look at the pictures that are posted I am afraid. The one thing my children have said is mom I don't what you to loose these puffy cheeks they make your smile so pretty. However, the truth of the matter is they too will leave once I have accomplished my target weight. Will I still be me or a sliver of the person that I was. Will my hopes, dreams, and aspirations be the same or will they change? I know who I am. I am a mother of two, the wife of a Moroccan citizen, a daughter, sister, a grand-daughter, a writer, a college student, and customer service rep, and a best friend, but will my eyes see me the same. Don't tell me, I have a feeling that my psych visit will be interesting. There is on thing that I know for sure I am tired of being tired and sick of being sick. I want to live to be the best that I can be in everything that I do. I have always been an emotional person and I think that's a good thing because I write poems and short stories. Being open to the things that others are feeling makes me good at what I do. I just hope the psych visit doesn't deem me wacky. Not that wacky is a bad thing.
Moving forward to Wednesday first consultation visit....Yahoo
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About Me
Indianapolis, IN
Location
69.8
BMI
Surgery
06/28/2011
Surgery Date
Jan 10, 2009
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